What posessed me to say that.
Was completely unknown.
To me.
It was far from being true.
Cause god knows.
What she really meant to me.
"Never?"
She asked.
With a hint of shock in her voice.
My brain was speaking.
Before my heart even got.
The chance.
"Never ever ever
Will I like you like that."
I said like a fact.
Goodness someone stop me please.
She grabbed a fistful.
Of clothes.
And strided back out.
Head held high.
"Well. The thought of
Dating you
Is just scary."
Scary?
That was a blow.
I couldn't be that bad.
To go out with...
Could I?
"I'm not that
Bad."
I said.
"Oh but
You are."
She said back.
I had trouble figuring out.
If she was teasing.
Or not.
What the hell did I just do?
I just blew it.
Completely.
Telling her straight out.
That I didn't.
Like her.
What was I thinking?
She paused at the bathroom door.
Turning to give me a wink.
Before gliding in.
My brain scrambled.
To come up with a way.
To bounce back.
To tell her the truth.
Without making myself.
Look stupid.
To convince her otherwise.
