rants/vents/thoughts

selfish

w o w why am I like this I type out a big rant then delete parts of it and send it in hopes of help but instead I just get pushed to the side so that they can help someone else and I'm sorry if I sound selfish I just sometimes need the littlest bit Of attention sometimes, and I'm sorry to take it away from people who might need it more, but sometimes I just need a little more focus on me, and not just scratching the surface I need deep down talking, not five minutes then moving on and being done with it. I'm sorry that I want attention, and I'm sorry for taking it away from you for more than 10 minutes before you have to come with you're problem. I feel so awful for feeling this way and I know I'm a terrible friend who doesn't even deserve to be your friend because of this but I'm sorry I can't just help you I need help too and I'm sorry I can't always be there, but I need you guys to be there for me too sometimes, and not just until you get bored of it