What's on my mind!

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When you are with him and the entire world around you disappears. When he holds you in his arms and you feel no one can ever harm you. When he says he loves you and all you can see is the future, that is when; that is exactly when you know you've fallen in love. Love? How can one word make you feel so many emotions. It's scary how one feeling can lead to so many things. One hello leads to so many memories. One kiss can lead to so much pleasure. One smile smile can lead to so much happiness and one goodbye...

Well lets start from the beggining.
How he made you feel special, wanted, loved. he made you feel stuff you never even thought you'd feel in a life time. He made you feel stuff you never knew exised. He changed your out look on everything. He made an evil cruel world actually beautiful. He helped you regain your faith in humanity. He was living proof and perfection does exist. If he has done so much for you, why do you yet fear?
Because when someone offers you the world, it's not very hard for them to take it back as well.
Look at it this way.
If you found a diamond in the middle of the pathway and you pick it up. With the biggest smile on your face you go home and celebrate for having your luck shine today. But at some point it sinks in. The fear of losing that diamond. You become so careful around it. You protect it. You hide it and even often admire it.
The fear of having to lose that diamond is the same fear I have for him. Expect in my case, he worth more than a diamond. He's worth lifetime happiness, lifetime joy and most of all lifetime love and that my friend is more valuable than anything in the world.
My ultimate fear in life is to wake up one day and not hear his voice.
Not laugh at his stupid jokes
Not smile when he compliments me
Not feel cared for when he forces me to eat
Not be able to ever look at that perfect face.
And most of all, not able to call you MINE.

Honestly, I never knew love like this existed, I never thought I'd actually let down my guard again and let someone in, but I'm so glad I did. The best decision I ever made in my life was texting you that day. You make being in love so much fun. You make cheesy gross pick up lines so adorable.
You just make my world a much better place to live in.

The things I love about us,
Our midnights laughs
Our sex talks
Our lovey dovey moments
Our kiddish behavior
Our random kisses
Our happy tears
Our insults to each other
Our inside jokes
Our no privacy policy
Our cute nick names
Our cute ways of making each other blush
Our ways of saying sorry
Our understanding
Our forgiveness
Our ways of showing we care
Our love for each other!

The things I love about you
Your beauty spot
Your perfect nosey
Your perfectly shaped lips
Your charming eyes
Your hairrrrrrrr
Your soft hands
Your way if laughing
Your cute little toes
Your way of showing jealousy
Your spoilt attitude
You're understanding
Your cute tone
Your sleepy voice
Your deep manly voice
Your sleepy face
Your teethhhhhh
Your tongueeeee
Your tummyyy
Your amazing personality
Your jokes
Your insults
Your smileeeeeeeeeeeeee
My God, I'm so in love. Just naming those stuff made me want you even more

Baby, I honestly am nothing without you. I love you so much and I'm going to show you that in any way possible. And I'm gonna keep reminding you of how much you mean to me.
I LOVE YOU

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 11, 2017 ⏰

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