Chapter 18

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My heart never went this fast before.
While singing the song I only heard myself and closed my eyes.

But after I didnt heard anything untill..

Everyone stood up and started screaming and applauding for me. All the judges stood up aswell.

I almost wanted to burst out in tears...

After a few minutes everyone sat down again and the judges asked everyone to shut up.

"Wow, Simon how did you even let her go?!" katy asked looking realy suprised at him

"Well.. back then it were the nerves I guess because wow Amy! This was amazing!"

"You are a gorgeous girl, you play guitar and you can sing. I guess you allready have a boyfriend? Or can the guys who watch this start stalking you?" Louis said joking a bit.

"Actually I don't have one.." I said smiling wide.

"That's a big suprise, I'm too old I guess?" He said

"Just a little bit" I said laughing

"Louis you have a wife!" katy said "Do we even have to vote or can we just send her home with 3 yes'es?"

"3 times yes for you Amy" Simon said smiling wide. At this moment tears started to go down my cheecks.

"Thank you so much" I said before walking of the stage.

"Congrats!" some people said when I walked past them. I just thanked them and kept walking to my car, I allready hate London... I don't have any friends or any family here so what should I even do?

"AMY!" I heard someone scream. I turned around and saw someone running to me.

When he came closer I started to see it was Niall...

"Go away Niall" I screamed back and headed to my car.

"Please let me explain"

"No Niall, maybe if you think about the fact you have ignored me for so long and now you expect me to act like its nothing."

"I'm sorry okay?"

"Just go" I said before getting in my car.

"Amy I love you" He said but I pretended I didnt hear it anymore...

When I started my car and drove away he stood there like a lost puppy..

My phone didnt stop ringing and every time again I saw it was Niall.

After 10 calls I finally decided to turn it out.

Even though driving away there hurted so much after his words, I still didnt want to see him...

When I came home another car was standing before the door... great...

"Amy will you ever forgive me? Can I atleast explain what really happened?" he said as soon as I got out of the car.

"Fine you have 5 minutes. But only so you will stop ignoring me."

"The night you left Harry was pissed and he was even more pissed when you found out. So to win this he stole all our phones during a rehearsel and deleted your number so nobody could contact you except him. I tried everything to contact you again but I couldn't so I talked with Simon as he is judging both TXF UK and USA, I asked him to tell me if you would show up what he did. He texted me as soon as he saw you. That's why I came to the studio. I missed you like hell and that's when I realised that I don't like you, no I love you."

At the moment my heart is saying to forgive him but my brain is telling the opposite.

Should I listen to my smart brain or my heart that has caused me pain alot allready?

I know its short so allready sorry for that...

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