Forever by your side [One Direction]

Chapter 21

When my phone went of the next morning I groaned and wanted to smash it against a wall to make the annoying sound stop..

Today will be a very busy day!

First I can go shopping for things to use in the house and if I have enough of time I could go get some more clothes.

And I can't forget to get food.

And then tonight I have to leave here at 7pm to be at the show at 7.30pm

Hope this all works out.

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I changed into a light blue sweater and jeans after taking a hot shower.

This will be the best thing ever.

After years of hoping to get tickets I'm now finally meeting my idol.

The only worry I have is that one of the boys will be there. I'd be happy if Liam is there but if I have to see Niall or Harry there I will probably leave without seeing Ed. Like I don't care if that means not meeting my idol. I just don't want to see them again. For now.

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After sitting in the car for 30 minutes I finally arrived at the show. There were so many people waiting outside that I almost felt bad for going to the front of the row to go inside.

Well I did feel bad because I did nothing for this show. Most people here probably waited days for this and I know it since yesterday. I now feel like a rich kid that gets everything she wants.

I got so many bitchy looks when I showed my pass to the security guard.. He then gave me my ticket for the show and something I had to keep with me to be able to go everywhere.

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"Amy!" I heard a oh so familiar voice scream from behind me.

"What now Harry?!" I said turning around. ((They are allready backstage here))

"I'm sorry to bother you, I was gonna stay away from you tonight to give you a fun time but I need to know something. About Niall"

With the last part he got my attention.

"What?"

"Did you heard anything from him since last night? Since when he was with you? Nobody has seen him since then and he doesn't answers his phone anymore. He's still my best friend so I needed to know if you knew something about him... We would all come here normally but he never showed up this morning and we called endless times, even his family or places he could be..."

Tears started to roll down my cheecks.

I shouldn't be crying, or is it normal?

I know this is my fault. If I wouldn't have said anything and maybe he even meant is as just friends! But I made him upset. This is all my fault.

"Amy?" Harry asked but I couldn't answer. I just cried.

"Amy please tell me if you know something." He said again.

"Can I speak to Liam?" was all I could get out. I need someone else to talk with. Not Harry.

"Sure" he said and called Liam to ask to come over.

"He'll be here in a minute" He said. I sat down on the ground with my back against the wall. Still crying.

Harry really didn't know what he should do... I know he wants to take distance and I hope we can become friends again.

"Amy, come with me" I heard Liam say and he was holding out his hand to help me up.

"Harry go get the others, and tell Ed we're leaving." Liam said. His voice sounded so mean and sad at the same time.

"What happened?" I asked inbetween sobs.

No answer. Liam just stared infront of him while driving.

"Please tell me" I tried again

"God Amy! Why can't you just shut the f**k up?! I'm driving can't you see that or are you blind?!" He screamed out.

That just broke me even more. Why did such an amazing day turned out this bad?

"Amy, I'm sorry. I'm just stressed" He said looking at me for a second.

I must look horrible because of all the crying...

We drove another 10 minutes in silence untill we parked before a hospital.

It's my fault that we're here.

"Niall got in a car accident after he left you, it was a really bad one and they don't know yet if he will survive. He is awake but he can't do anything, all he can do is listen and watch and talk a little. He can't move anymore. That's what the doctors told me. They called me a few minutes after Harry called me. We think that at the moment you will be able to help him the best because he loves you. He loves you with all his heart Amy... Seriously these months we didn't saw you he was a mess. We all were but he was the worst. And I know you love him. You just don't want to admit it to yourself, that's what makes you so emotional. You want to love him but at the same moment you don't. And then when the bad things get together about him, you will choose the wrong side. You love him and I don't know if you will ever admit that to yourself but out of the 3 boys, you love Niall the most. But at the moment I think you will be Niall's only way to survive. He needs a reason to fight and that reason is you"

Liam left me speechless. I didn't know how to react or what to say. I wanted to cry but at the same moment I didn't. My heart is in 2 parts, the part that loves him, the part thats happy and the other part that doesnt wants to love him, the part thats sad.

"Let's go" he said and opened his car door.

I didn't know what was happening the whole time. I just followed him..

"Niall should be in this room, I will wait outside for you."

My heart was racing, I know what I would see behind this wouldnt be something nice.

I know I will break when I see what happened to him thanks to me.

But I have to stay strong for him.

I opened the door and the moment my eyes fell on him I started crying.

He looked so terrible and maybe he will never be able to preform and sing again.

It would be my fault the band would split up.

Why? Why me?

"Amy?" I heard a weak voice say.

"I'm so sorry Niall.." I said as I sat down on the chair next to his bed.

"Don't be. It was my own fault" He said slowly

"No it was mine, I was being mean and then you got upset and then it happened. It was my fault!" I said still crying.

"Amy, it is not your fault."

"It is because I lied. I love you and I want to be with you, but I dont want to admit it to myself. I don't want to but I did. I fell inlove with you."

"You did?" He said and even if he lies here like this I know this made him happy. You can hear it in his voice.

"Yes I did. I love you so much." I said and saw his eyes closing

"I will wait till you wake up, I won't leave your side untill you can go on stage again on your own" I said kissing his forehead and soon I knew he was sleeping.

Long chapter for my amazing readers :D

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Chapter idea came from: Sweety1624