Forever by your side [One Direction]

Chapter 31

During their concert I sat backstage in their dressing room alone. Since everything happened I haven't said a word to Harry. Every time I see him I just want to cry. everyone is blaming me for breaking Harry's heart, but the worst thing is that I can't tell anyone what really happened.

Tonight we're leaving Australia again to go to Europe but I honestly don't even know if I want to leave or not...

I want to leave, I want to leave on my own.

all these boys have done so far is break my heart many times.

But I don't want to stay here, altough I did miss my family and friends alot while I was in the UK.

"Hey Amy" I heard Lou say when she walked inside of the room

I quickly wiped my eyes before looking up at her "Hi"

"It will get easier, I promise" She said and sat down next to me wrapping her arm around my shoulder

"what if it doesn't?"

"Then I will personally kick the ass of the guy that hurted you"

"thanks lou.."

"so what exactly happened because I've seen alot of storys and I also know nobody is telling me everything and -"

"Harry slept with my best friend" I said cutting of her sentence, I wasn't ready yet to say everything to her

"how's Lux?" I said when she stayed silent for a bit to change the subject.

"Great! She loves to spend time here, but she will go home when we leave Australia because her school starts again soon so Tom and Lux will go home"

"Aww.. I'll miss her"

"I'm sure she will miss you aswell as you are the only girl that isnt busy almost all the time"

"Yea.." I said smiling, when I heard they were playing Best Song Ever I knew I had to get out of here else I had to face him. "I will see you later" I said and quickly stood up

"Amy, just wait, you will have to face him again one day, you can't stop hiding and I think you both should have a good talk."

"Not yet" I said and started walking to the door

"you better do it now before you have to go in a car and on a plane with him"

She was right, we don't have another night here so this actually is the last chance before being forced to be together.

I didn't say anything and just sat back down.

10 minutes later I heard them all getting close and finally coming inside

"The show was perfect" Lou said and quickly stood up to hug every boy

Since Harry came inside his eyes were on me.

I stood up and walked to him

"Can we talk, alone?" I wishpered and he nodded going back outside and we walked a bit in silence before we stopped

"Look Amy, I'm so so so sorry. I shouldn't have done that, if I didnt get drunk it would've never happened and I'm sorry that you had to find out that way. That was just the worst way to find out and I really didnt want to hurt you. She got me a drink and after that I kept getting drunker because I liked it so much and then all of a sudden I didnt think about anything anymore and did the most stupid things. I shouldn't have done that and I am so sorry. I love you, I really do but all I seem to do is hurt you.. and I am so sorry for that. I'm sorry Amy"