*y/n's P.O.V*
that night I couldn't sleep
I kept thinking of shawn.
What he said.
What we did.
And the mistakes i'm stupid enough to make.
I felt sick, and found myself throwing up for the third time this morning.
Then I kept thinking of last night again
Trying to remember if shawn used a condom.
Trying to remember if we did it safely.
"Shit." I whispered, rushing to the drug store.
I prayed and prayed over and over that i was just sick.
That he did to it safely with me.
I bough three pregnancy tests and felt my hands begin to shake as I walked home
"Y/N??" My mom yelled as I walked inside.
"YES?" I yelled back.
"I have a letter for y-" my mom walked into the room seeing I was holding something behind my back.
"What is that?" She questioned.
"Nothing."I said softly, giving her a weak smile.
"Oh hon....you look green...are you feeling alright-"
"I'm perfectly fine mom...you said there was a letter?" She slowly nodded handing me a small envelope with shawn's scribbled hand writting on it.
I groaned.
I rushed up the stairs, throwing the letter aside and trying the three pregnancy test.
I sat in my bedroom anxious, tapping my foot constantly.
Pregnant, pregnant, pregnant.
"What have I done??"
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FanfictionShawn mendes, the perfect boy at school. all the girls drool over him, all the boys wanna be him, everyone loves him. like everyone he has dreams that he wants to pursue. becoming a musician. that all falls to dust when his mother becomes very ill...
