freedom comes with a price

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                   *shawn's P.O.V*

Its been months.
About nine months. Every day i've been sending you letters. Each one telling you that i'm more than sorry, that I want us to be together. That I love you.

I don't know if you've read them.

I just keep sending them over and over, hoping that you'll come and visit me. But you don't.

I sat on the bench of my cell, drawing with a piece of chalk on the walls.

That's when I heard slow footsteps, and the cell door open.
"It's your lucky day." An officer said, the door wide open as he gestured for me to leave.

"What?" I asked softly.

"You've been bailed out son....now enjoy your freedom."

I got all my things back, ready to find out who go me out, seeing it was cameron.

He hugged me tightly, patting my back.

"You did this?"

"Of course....I didn't want to miss, possibly the best party of this year." He smiled as I laughed.

He was right.

The party was amazing.

I even met a girl in the process

I was pretty drunk.

Drink enough to not see if you were there. Drunk enough to not look for you

I was making out with the girl (whome I didn't know her name, nor care to learn) when I heard matthew yelling.

The music stopped, crowds began to form yet I squeeze through them.
"CALL THE POLICE WE NEED AN AMBULANCE!" Matthew yelled, lifting up your shirt to reveal your huge baby bump

"Y/n?" I rushed to her side, seeing as she looked away and stared at matthew.

"Let me help-" I began to reach out for her when he smacked my hand away

"Leave her the fuck alone." He slightly grit his teeth.
"She's my best friend."

"AND SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND!" I yelled seeing as you slightly laughed.

"I-i'm......n-not.......anything......to you......s-shawn." Your voice extremely weak.

Matthew laughed at me, holding you closer.

"You know matthew after y/n give birth you're gonna need a lot of medical attention." My jaw clentched tightly as I glared at him.

"Shut the fuck up shawn." Matthew said instantly, holding you closer as the sirens began to wail.

"Breathe in....... out.........in..........out...."

They said the birth was a success.
I sat in the waiting room since matthew said he was boyfriend so he could help with the birth.

"Y/n?" I asked softly seeing as you held your new born baby boy in your arms.

He had my eyes, and my nose
According to you, my smile.

"Get out." You said immediately

"I think we can work out the baby situation.......we can get an apartment-"

"What's so funny?"I asked softly.

I really do want to start a family with you. I want us to live together with our baby boy.

"You think- i'm not.....I don't want you in my baby's life" You whispered looking at the baby and not me.

"Its our baby's life."

"No shawn....you made your choice that night in jail, you made your choice making out with that girl. You may be his biological father but I refuse to let him have a father like you in his life."

"Fine.....but one day you're gonna need me....and i'm not gonna be there." My jaw clentched.

"Fine." You said as I stormed out of the room.

                          *Y/n's P.O.V*

Matthew immediately came into the room once shawn left.
"Hey y/n." Matthew said softly sitting on the bed beside me.
"Hi." I whispered.

"Whats gonna happen with your parents?" He asked softly.

I sighed.

"Probably gonna kick me out after the lecture me for having unprotected sex." I slightly laughed as matthew did the same.

"If so you can crash at my place for a while.....my parents are out of town for a couple of weeks they wouldn't mind."he smiled weakily.

"Thank you matthew." I smiled.

He softly pressed his hand to my baby's cheek, seeing as my baby giggled.

"What are you gonna name him?"

"I don't know." I want to name him shawn, but I can't.
I won't.

"Are you okay?" Matthew whispered.

I shook my head, feeling my throat run dry and my chin quivver.

"Hey hey hey." Matthew whispered trying to make me stop crying.

"Look at him." He smiled, wiping my tears away.
"He's got your good looks." Matthew smiled.

"You think so?" I whispered. Matthew practically grinned.

I know so."

I smiled as matthew caressed my cheek with his thumb.
"Now stop crying." His voice soft as I slowly nodded my head.

He stared into my eyes and I stared into his.

"God you're so beautiful." Matthew whispered with a small smile.

With that he kissed me softly and I instantly kissed him back.

We sat there like that for a moment.

Just making out infront of my baby.

When the door bursted open. Shawn stood there, angrily. Yet matthew and I didn't pull away from each other, we continued making out infront of him.

Which was a mistake.

Matthew was ripped away from me by shawn.

And as hard as he could shawn punched matthew as hard as he could in the nose making him drop to the floor.

"STOP IT SHAWN!" I yelled, laying my baby in the bed, trying to get up.

The pain broke through my body. I wanted to collapse onto the floor since I was too weak.

They continued punching each other back and fourth

I tried pushing shawn off of matthew, yet I was too weak.
I was so close to pushing him off, when shawn pushed me onto the floor.

My baby began to cry.

Matthew and shawn stopped fighting as I sobbed on the floor.
"Y/N!" They both yelled, shawn reached me faster yet I pushed him off of me.

"You should leave shawn......and never....ever come back." I whispered.

Shawn was bleeding terribly. Yet not as bad as matthew.

"Okay.....goodbye y/n." As he left I think I heard something off escape his lips.

"I love you y/n...forever and always."


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