*shawn's P.O.V*
I was bored.
Tired even.
Cameron dragged me to a party to get my mind. Off of things.
I drank some beer, not a lot. My head slowly pounding as I spun on my stool looking at the crowds of dancing bodies.
To see you.
You danced around, stumbling a bit, looking sick as ever.
You looked tired too.
Light bags under your eyes.
I found myself pulling you away into a bedroom.
"GET OFF!" You screamed as your voice lightly cracked.
I could tell you were on the verge of tears
You can be sensitive at times with gives me more of a reason to hug you tightly.
"Y/n what are you doing?" I questioned softly as you sat on the floor.
"This is what you said...we're not meant for each other so i'm trying new things." You slurred.
"That's not what I meant." I whispered.
"Well it's what you said." You whispered slowly laying on the cold wood.
"This wouldn't have happened if I had peter...if I never been with you......if I just stayed the seventeen year old virgin I was ment to be." You softly sobbed.
"Y/n don't say that." I whispered as you wiped the tears away.
"Why because it's true?" You sobbed harder
"Everything happens for a reason...and i'm sorry y/n."
"No shawn i'm sorry. I did this. I let Nash do that to me i could've stopped him but i-" I smashed my lips to yours, and you instantly kissed me back.
Our lips slowly moved in sync as you hoisted yourself onto my lape.
"Y/n." I whispered within this kiss as your hips rolled against mine roughly
"Please wait one second." I whispered lightly pushing you away.
"What?" You whispered, slightly breathing heavily.
"I think........we need space....for a while." I whispered.
You got off of me, pressing your back to the side of the bed.
"Oh."
"I'm sorry i just-" I began as you cut me off.
"No I understand shawn.....you can visit peter whenever you'd like." You practical mumbled getting up.
"Y/n wait-" I began.
You grabbed a chunk of my short, standing on your tippy toes and kissing me softly.
"I love you shawn." You whispered with a smile.
"I love you too y/n." I said softly.
My hands pressed to your waist as you hugged me tightly.
"Goodbye shawn." You pulled away.
"GoodBye y/n." I didn't want you to leave.
I should've said something or stopped you.
But you were gone before I knew it.
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FanfictionShawn mendes, the perfect boy at school. all the girls drool over him, all the boys wanna be him, everyone loves him. like everyone he has dreams that he wants to pursue. becoming a musician. that all falls to dust when his mother becomes very ill...
