fucked up

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                 *shawn's P.O.V*

You didn't come home that night.
God I was scared.
Cradling peter in my arms.

Then the door opened.
Happiness out broke within up seeing as you wore a skimpy red dress, holding matching red pumps.

"Y/n." I cheered hugging you tightly and kissing you softly.

Yet you didn't kiss me back.
You were tense.

Your hair messy, eyes wide, mumbling under your breath
"What?" I slightly bent to your level moving your ear towards your lips.
"Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry." You kept mumbled over and over.

"Y/n? Are you okay?" I laughed a bit, placing peter in his crib.

You shook your head.

"Y/n what happened last night?"

"I'm sorry." Your voice raised a bit as you sat on the couch.

Tears brimming your eyes.

"Y/n-"
"I fucked up really...really badly." Your voice cracked.
"And i'm sorry....we're sorry."

I felt my jaw begin to clentch.
"Y/n. What. Happened. Last. Night?"

Somehow I already knew.

By the way you sobbed, by the way you kept saying sorry.


"IT DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING!"
I scoffed.
"You did it twice with him y/n....."

"I was drunk."

"You were drunk this morning too?"

"I'm....sorry." You whispered.

"I love you y/n." I whispered feeling a lump slowly form in my throat. "I love you too shawn." You whispered.

"Do you y/n? Do you?"

You scoffed a bit. Yet you were at fault.
"Do you remember first grade valentine's day all the way to eleventh grade valentine's day?"

I shook my head.

"You got a secret admirer card, muffin and a drawing of a rose......do you know who did that? Who baked the chocolate muffins and spent hours drawing roses?"

My jaw dropped.

"It was you y/n?"

"I'm sorry shawn. I was angry at myself and matthew and I didn't mean for you to get caught up in my bullshit and i'm so so so sor-"

  I rushed over to you, pressing my hands to the sides of your neck as I smashed my lips to yours.

Your lips moved in sync to mine, softly gasping as I sunk my teeth lightly into your bottom lip.

My tongue brushed over your lip as you let your mouth slightly agap for me.

I smiled, your tongue met mine and we fought back and fourth until I won.

"Y/n i'm in love with you." I whispered.
"Then show me." You smirked a bit.
I nodded, playing with the hem of your shirt trying to pull it off.

You smuked, peeling out if it and letting it drop to the floor.
I practically gasped as you pulled off my shirt.

"Perfect...beautiful...amazing." I I'm constantly whispered softly laying you down on the bed.

You giggled letting your cold fingertips run all over my body.

"Are you talking about yourself?" You slightly teased as I sucked on your neck.
You moaned, tangling your hands into my hair making me moan softly.

"Y/n." I whispered kissing softly down your breasts trying to be extremely gentle.

Then we heard it.
Through the baby monitor peter sobbing.

We sighed, you, for a second tries to ignore it, taking this chance to flip us both over and roll your hips onto mine.

I moaned as you left hickies all over my body.
"Y/n...we..........have.........to.........peter." I couldn't really think straight as you softly sighed, kissing my lips.

"I'll be right back.....but i'm not done with you mister." You pointed towards me smirking before running off down stairs.

I sighed.

"God I love her."

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