Forceful love

Chapter-32 nightmare/dream

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Chapter - 32  "nightmares/dream"

Ridhima POV...

Numbness was small word for my state. I was shattered beyond repair.. I was completely lost, and fire seemed fascinating to me as if you spontaneously calling me.. I fall on my knees.

I thought he loved me!!.. but all his care and concern was just an act..but what was my fault.?? I still love him a lot.. but what he did to me ? He destroyed me.. yes!! Mr.kashyap you ruined my life .. you broke my heart into zillion pieces and yes destroyed my soul..

And why me always ? I trusted my family but they left me.. I trusted rehaan but he left me.. and now I trusted mr.Kashyap.. he not even left me but he broke me too..

Now everything is over and I can't take more betrayal in my life... this would be my end..

I know I never ever in my life thought to quit.. I put always strong face but this time.. not only some pieces of my heart broke but whole my heart and soul broke..

"Mam.. let's go from here" someone's shook my shoulder and I came out of trance..

He was the manager seems from my blurry vision.

"I don't want to go.." I shouted at him and for once he take back.

"Mam sorry but it is Sir's order" he explained and anger boils in my blood by his reference.

"Why he shows his concern when actually he is not?" I lashed out at him.

And he stepped back..

"Go away!! I want to die now" I screamed out my lungs..

And in mere reflection he was gone from there..

Why?? Why mr.kashyap?? Why this care and concern.. you got what you want or is your heart is still not satisfied.. or you want me to being your trophy of success..

Sorry but this mind of peace, you will not get it..

I stood up and cleared my tears from the cheeks.. I had decided to quit this life but before that I had to do something important..

I left mr.kashyap's resort or his life..

But you know what is more heartbreaking? I thought he loved me.. I thought I can change him.. I thought I will bright his future.. I thought he will forget his past..

But his soul itself is a monster and nobody can change it...

But fuck this heart... it stills cares for him.. I want to run to him.. zillion pieces of heart still have hope for his love..

But I should be control my feelings.. he didn't love me but I did, I do and I will..

It's very paining to say that I would love him but he gave me that happiness which I never found anywhere. He's the home of my heart.. my heart still flutters at him..

But enough.. my heart could never be my weakness.. but quitting is a sign of weakness. But what if you left with no option..

There was no reason for me to live..

But before that thing I need to finish something. I wanted to complete my wish for eternity..

I knocked at his door.. and rang a bell for god knows how many times..