Fire Meets Gasoline || Larry Stylinson

Chapter Fourteen

"There's a support group I would like for you to start going to." Louis shut down the idea completely when Harry suggested it. Louis didn't like the idea at all of sharing his feelings with strangers.

"It's a safe place, Louis. I was looking at this one called Hope Survivors Clinic and they have many success stories. You need the help." Harry pleas and Louis feels like he's going to have an anxiety attack. His stomach is in knots and his throat feels clogged. His body is hot and he feels closed in.

Louis starts to hyperventilate.

"Louis!" Harry's eyes widen and he starts to rub Louis's back.

"Take deep breaths, I'm sorry for overwhelming you. I can go with you to the meetings. Do you need anything." Louis turns his head to Harry and looks in Harry's eyes. Louis takes in all that Harry is saying and it makes him feel something he can't describe. The only thing he can compare it to is when his mum hugs him after a long day.

"I need a cigarette." Louis finally speaks.

"No, no more smoking or drinking. You're going to be living a clean life as long as you're with me." Harry gets up from the bench to stand in front of Louis.

"I'm putting you on a major life change. I've got it all planned out." Harry claps his hands together, so proud of himself.

Louis just stares at Harry. That's until he remembers.

"Fuck!" Louis shouts and springs up from the bench and starts running. Louis hears someone running behind him who he assumes is Harry.

"I have to pick up me siblings from daycare!" Louis shouts as he runs through the street. Louis doesn't think he's ever run this fast in his life.

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"Doris and Ernest, Deakin." Louis pants out as he talks to an older black women at a small desk.

She gives Louis a warm smile and goes into another room. Harry is stood beside Louis.

"I come here during the summers to help out with the little ones." Harry smiles as he looks around.

Before Louis can say anything his legs are being grabbed onto.

"Louis!" The twins squeal and Louis leans down to pick them up.

"Just sign your name here before you go, sir." The women slides a clipboard towards Louis. Louis looks over to Harry who puts his arms out knowingly.

Louis places Doris in Harry's arms as he signs his name.

"Have a good day." The women says.

"You too." Louis smiles and heads out with Harry and the twins.

"Do you need to get home?" Louis asks as they walk towards the neighborhood.

"I texted my mum after school telling her I would be home around 9. I told her I would be at your house." Harry tells Louis but keeps most of his attention on making Doris laugh as he tickled her.

"You remind me so much of a nurse." Louis thinks of how nurturing Harry has been.

"Well my mum is one so I guess I picked up on her behavior." Harry shrugs.

When they get home Louis goes to the fridge to get out some juice for the twins.

"They'll take a bit to finish this so we have time to talk before I have to give them a bath." Louis explains, sitting down on the couch.

"Where is everyone?" Harry asks and looks around.

"Work and I don't know." Louis shrugs off.

"Alright then, so let's talk...again." Harry giggles trying to keep things like so Louis doesn't have another panic attack.

"Okay...what are your suggestions." Louis doesn't like change. Actually he really hates it but he's come to accept he can't keep living his life as an addict.

"So I was thinking we cleanse your body, this takes time. Like a lot of time but has great results. You'll need to go to the doctor though to get an exam so your new diet won't hurt you." Harry smiles brightly, pulling Louis's hands into his.

"Diet?" Louis grimaces. The word tastes bitter to Louis.

"Yes a diet, I was thinking like fruits and vegetables only. No alcohol or cigarettes and definitely no drugs. Also really no types of drugs, like even over the counter stuff." Louis groans at the thought of all his favorite things being taken away.

"Well if I'm going to live like this then so are you." Louis crosses his arms.

"I already do, why do you think I look so great." Harry smiles a wide smile, his confidence is precious.
"This sounds like a lot of work Harry, I don't know." Louis hesitates as he thinks about it all.

"Louis I'm going to be straight with you... If you don't start becoming clean I'm going to break up with you." Harry explains sternly but remains still at a soft tone.

"Harry-" Louis exclaims.

"No, that's how it is. You either choose your vices or me." Harry states, he's internally begging Louis pick him.

Louis is silent for what seems like forever. He hasn't been with Harry too long and just not that long ago he hated Harry, like would rather Harry not exist. But now his heart begs for Harry and his kindness.

"I pick you." Louis speaks up.

Harry's face changes from neutral to a happy smile as he leans forward into Louis's chest. Louis wraps firm arms around Harry.

"I want you to make love to me." Harry whispers in Louis's ear.

Louis would love to bang Harry right not on this couch but one, his siblings are a foot away and two, Eleanor would kill him. But who says Eleanor has to know.

"Go up in my room, I'll be there in about half an hour. Get ready for me." Louis's voice is filled with seduction. Harry shivers as Louis whispers those sensual words in his ear.

Harry gets up from the couch and heads up to Louis's room. When Harry is gone Louis begins to rush. He picks up the twins and heads to the downstairs bathroom.

"Okay bath time then nap time." Louis rushes. He has a smile on his face as he quickly fills the tub with water. Louis was being sloppy. Very sloppy. He was cleaning the twins at the speed of the flash. They would complain that Louis was being rough but he would just quickly apologize and go back to what he was doing. Louis puts them in some nappies and doesn't bother to then put clothes on them.

"Night night." Louis leans down and kisses their foreheads as he places them down in the cribs.

Louis checks his phone and sees he's taken half an hour, half an hour that Harry has been in his room alone.

Louis stops right out front of his door to catch his breath and think.

This is it, Louis thinks. He will be taking Harry's virginity. He planned on taking it the night of the dance but scratch that plan. Louis places his hand on the doorknob and slowly turns it to open the door. What he sees when he comes in is enough to make Louis burst.
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Oh shit, I actually didn't plan for this to happen so soon until I was half way done with the chapter. I hope you enjoyed it❤ Leave comments and vote