fucktard {l.h}

goddess

This has some self harm mentioned so don't say you weren't warned!

Opals pov

I woke up to Luke's face in my neck, his heavy breathing tickling the hairs. I really had to pee so I sneakily got out of the bed, replacing my space with some blankets. I used the restroom and than walked down the steps to the kitchen. Michael was sitting there, staring off into the distance, his eyes were blood shot and he barley breathed.

"Michael?" I asked waving my hand in front of his face. I could tell he was on a drunk/high ratio and I'm use to it, calum used to come home high and drunk.. but I don't need to think of him, he's happy with Abby and I'm going to be happy by myself, somewhere tropical.

"Michael, let's take you to your room, ok?" I asked him, he slowly nodded walking up the stairs. I grabbed a glass and filled it with water, also grabbing him a couple advil if he gets hungover.

I ran up the stairs into Michaels bedroom that was similar to Luke's except his was darker and smelt like dog. Michael was laying on his bed, he appeared to be asleep so I just set the drink and pills onto his nightstand. Just as I was going to turn around and out the door, Michael grabbed my wrist and I immediately froze, the memories of calum doing the same thing, flooding into my mind.
"chill out opal, I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to talk to you about.. Luke." I didn't say anything, I just nodded and swallowed the lump in my throat.
"Well Luke has a past with calum.. and you, you might not have even noticed but once I tell you it'll be obvious. well you see, Luke,calum, Ashton and I use to be the best of friends, we'd hang out all of the time, we all were pretty talented in the music department so we started a band, and that band was called 5sos, 5 seconds of summer if you will. The real reason we split up was because Luke and calum both had the biggest crushes on you, they were even in love.. well they also had a competition, who ever ends up with you, wins.. well it was who ever fucked you first but calum eventually married you and so on.. well Luke was very depressed, he self harmed all of the time.. I even caught him attempting suicide a couple of times. Anyway, he was so happy when he went to your house last night. He forgot all about the competition, because well.. he loves you opal. Calum was all in for the game, not for the outcome.. what I'm trying to say is, well.. stick on to Luke, he'll treat you like a goddess."

I stared at Michael and than back at the ground, Luke loved me, he tried to end his life because he thought I wasn't going to be apart of the rest of it.. calum is such an asshole. I have to be there for Luke. I need to suck it up and bring all of the attention to Luke, he deserves it all.

After what Michael had just said, I mumbled a 'thanks' and walked back into Luke's room who was curled up on the bed, he squeezed the blanket, realizing it wasn't me, so with his eyes still shut, he started patting around the bed. "opal?" "opal my baby?" he spoke softly, his morning voice is pretty hot.

I crawled into the bed, pulling myself closer to Luke and kissing him on the cheek, his eyes opened and widens, than he kissed all over my face except for my lips. I eventually fell back asleep since it was 7:10 am, Luke did the same.

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That was a little short, sorry (it was a filler)
sotd: dirty little secrets/all american rejects.

bye babies! <3

Oh and btw I'm grounded so I might not update in a bit.