Roller Girl (Probably Discontinued, Sorry)

Chapter 3 The Change

Time flys.
Half a year passed, a lonely half a year. Kylie and Kira were besties now. Something had to change in my life.
I had to change something. Since everyone only looks on the outer beauty I thought of colouring my hair.
I stole some money from my mom to buy stuff.
Cool Stuff.
After school I went to a chemnist store. I went to the hair colouring section. I decided to take red.
Fire Red.
I paid and ran home with full excitement.

I followed the instructions on the package.
Now I only had to wait 30 min.
I started to watch Gossip Girl, it was funny.
For some minutes I totally forgot about my hair. But then I remembered and washed it of on time.
This was it.
I looked in the mirror.
And...
I loved it.
The red brought out my eyes.
Something was missing.
A new outfit.
I noticed that I still have alot of money left. So I ran into the mall and started looking for  whole new outfits!

Everything stylish, cool and in.
I was so excited. You should have seen me. But you can't.
I put on my Rollerskates and jumped around, showing the world my biggest smile.
I was really happy.
The whole night I was dreaming of the next day how there faces will be! Especially Kylies and Kira's face. Kylie will have a seriously?-look on her face with one eyebrow up and Kira a shocked look with the mouth a bit open.
Or maybe it will be all different.
Maybe they don't like it.
That thought worried me. Really, really much. My goal is to get Popular. And not to have even more people talk bad about me behind my back.

It was time.
To go to school.
The first time everybody will see my new look. On the way to school there were people who actually whistled to me in the flirty melody. Which made my cheeks go a bit red.
Okay.
I hesitated a bit in front of the big gate which is the main entrance to our school. Then I walked in confident, because I was feeling confident. I came into the classroom.
Nobody was there.
The first thing I thought was: "Lucky me!"
Then the first pupil came in. Luke he was also an outsider, but he had friends. So not like me. He stared at me. With a surprised look on his face. "Cool style." He said, still kinda shocked. " Thanks." I answered very happy. First person: CHECK.
More and more people came in AND THEY LIKED IT! Suddenly I saw Kylie and Kira coming in. Now I didn't feel as confident as before. Kira first had her mouth a bit open and then she gave me a friendly smile. But Kylie looked at me with a 'she looks so stupid' look, with one eyebrow up. I went to my seat and I was ready for all the upcoming lessons. This day was over really quickly. I laid in my bed, thinking, I thought about what might have happened in the summer holidays. If only I knew. I don't get it, she is mad at me and doesn't even want to clarify things personally with me. I went through the the things in my head, what we did in the Summer holidays. We went shopping once. We went to a lake were we met some boys, one of them was trying to flirt with me. I know weird. We went once to a fun park, it was really funny there was a water section and at the end of the day we came out soaking wet. I had a really good time with Kira I actually miss her. I hope she feels the same. I wish my life would be different. Why do I have to have no friends? Why do I have to be lonely? Why? So many questions but the answers are not even close. Maybe I should just ask her. With that thought I got mad at myself, why didn't I " come up with that, in half a year. I could have asked her. The whole time. Gosh I am Stupid.

As I was in School, I was a bit nervous about asking her. I saw Kira at her seat, alone, maybe she was waiting for Kylie, that was my chance. So I went up to her. " Hey 'emm Kira can we talk?" I said with my most innocent voice. "Sure, what's up?" She answered all kind and friendly. I took a deep breath and said: " What happened in the summer holidays? I mean all the time you were mad at me and I don't know why? Maybe I did something wrong without noticing, I would like to say sorry for whatever I done." " Remember when I told you I had a crush on a guy? I still like him a bit, but anyway, that guy who was trying to flirt with you was Ryan, my crush." She said saying the last part more quiet. "Wait seriously? Why didn't you tell me? I would have said so many cool things about you!" "Puh-lease, you liked him too." without noticing Kylie was right behind me. " No, I actually got creeped out by him. I didn't even want him to try and flirt with me!"
"Hey everyone, Lila broke Kira's heart by kissing with Kira's boyfriend!" Kylie shouted into the classroom. "That is not cool. I would never do that to my best friend." A girl said. " Yeah Lila that is not okay." Someone else shouted. I felt worried. I looked at Kira, she was worried too. I think she still cares about me. "Kylie, I don't know isn't this a bit too hard?" Kira whispered but I could still hear it. "No, you saw the video I sent you, she deserves it, also having a drama/fight with a freak/outsider is going to make you more popular." "But...Are you sure?...Okay!" Kira said full of innocent and in a worried tone. With that sentence I wanted to cry, so bad. My tears were almost there but I held them back. "I am so sorry." Kira whispered to me. If I saw right she also had almost tears in her eyes. I didn't really notice but in the background noise they were still shouting at  me what a bad person I am. Even thoe everything happened different. Is this really my life? What do they not like about me? I am not very much different from the others. I couldn't stand there any longer, I ran out of the classroom with my watery eyes. I went to the school nurse and said that I have headaches and that I would like to go home. Actually that wasn't a whole lie, I always get headaches when I cry. After I got some papers signed from teachers I made my way back home, I lay in my bed, being sad, angry, scared and worried. I was scared and worried, because I don't know if I ever wanna go back to school. I hated it so badly right now. I really felt depressed. I have no idea how this is going to continue.