My life would suck without you

Morning after

Alex woke up. For the first time in long time she felt peaceful. She stretched her tired muscles and then unconsciously extended a hand towards the other side of the bed. She expected to feel warm, soft skin there, but all she felt was her sheets. She breathed in and then looked over.

Maggie was gone.

But there was something there. A note. She picked it up and read it over.

"Danvers. Im sorry I have to leave you like this. Last night can't happen again. Im so sorry."

Tears came to Alex's eyes. Of course she left her. She cursed at herself for thinking she could have this. For thinking she could have her. Why did she have to be so stupid? She shouldn't have said anything. She shouldn't have even tried in the first place.

"I'm an idiot!" Alex brought a hand to her face as she cried.

A few hours ago.

Maggie woke up. She processed where she was and what had happened last night. She rolled over and looked at Alex as she slept, and smiled. She felt so many things for her.

So why did she feel disgusting and guilty?

She sat up and looked at her phone for the time. It was 4:47 a.m. She put her phone away and thought about what she wanted to do. Thoughts ran through her head and she landed on one person.

"Jimmy!" Maggie whispered to herself.

That's why she felt guilty. She got up and out of the bed. Making sure to be as quiet as she possibly could. She gathered her clothes and quickly put them on. She didn't want to leave Alex without saying something. Hell she just didn't want to leave Alex in general. She just wanted to cuddle with her until they had to go to school. But thats not going to happen.

So she grabbed a little notebook she saw from Alex's desk and a pencil. She began to tear up as she wrote the note. She pulled the paper out and laid it on the bed, then put the stationary back on her desk.

She opened the door and walked out quietly she faced the door as she shut it. When she turned around though she was startled to see Alex's mom making her way to the top of the stairs.

Mrs Danvers stopped when she saw the girl trying to sneak out. She crossed her arms and dead stared at the teen. "Let me guess? Leaving my daughter without so much as an explanation to her face?"

Maggie panicked. She didn't know what to say. "I-I. This is really complicated."

"Well my daughter deserves someone who wont leave her in the middle of the night."

"I agree." Maggie responded quickly. "I-I care for her, so much. But it's because she deserves someone better than me, I have to leave. She deserves the best and I know I don't even come close." Maggie breathed, trying to hold back her tears.

"She likes you, a lot, I can tell. All she does is talk about you. So know that in her eyes you are the best." Then she stepped aside. Signaling that she wanted the teen out of her house.

Maggie's voice shuttered, she needed to cry. She couldn't take this. She needed to leave and she needed to get her mind off of Alex. She rushed passed Alex's mom and hurried down the stairs and out the door. She didn't realize it was raining hard when she got out there. But she didn't care. She started to run. At first she was going to go home, but then she turned and started making her way to her boyfriends house.

Alex didn't want to go to school. She just wanted to lay there. She was already a half hour late as it was. If she hurried, she'd be lucky to make the last ten minutes of her first period. But she couldn't face Maggie. Not today. She didn't know what she was going to do about tomorrow. But thank god it was going to be Friday. She just kept laying there. She was actually going to stay home until she heard her mom rush in a few seconds later. Alex yanked her sheets over her naked body. Quickly panicking when her mom came in, not wanting her to see her scars, or her naked body in general.