Tinamaan na ako

Bakit ngayon lang? :(

Madrama masyado chapter nato. eeeek!!

Magkakaharap kasi ulit si Athena at Lance eh.

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Athena's POV

"Lance. " Sabi ko sa kaniya habang naka yuko.

Nilipat niya ang tingin kay Ate Alex. 

" What is she doing here?" Bitter eh.

" You guys need to talk. " Sabi ni Ate Alex. 

He hesitated.

" Kala ko ba peace na kayo kahapon? " - Ate Alex.

Actually, I told Alex about it. Of course! She has to know. Masaya  nga ako kahapon kasi nakikipag shake hands siya tapos peace na kami. Kaya lang gusto kong linawin ang lahat. :)

" Fine." 

He grabbed my wrist. ooouch! Saket nun! Wait, nagagalit ba siya? Huh? Why is he mad? Why is his face like that? Did I do something wrong? Akala ko ba okay na kami? 

Ang sakit ng pagkahawak niya sa wrist ko, I tried to let go, but It was hard because he was holding me so tight. Nasasaktan lang ako lalo.

Why is he like this?! 

Bakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit?!

*Garden*

" Lance! Let go, Ang sakit! " I said. 

" Sabihin mo nga sakin. Anong mas masakit. Ito o yung ginawa mo sakin noon? "

" Lance. Akala ko ba okay na tayo?"

Oo nga. Ba't Ganun?! 

" Honestly? Di ko gusto ang nangyare kahapon. "

Ano? Di niya nagustuhan yung nangyare? Ano pala-- Ohhh... Wait. Di niya ginusto na magka peace kami? Yun ba? Obvious naman sa tingin niya kahapon pero. Bakit? Bakit nya ako pinaasa na okay na? Ng dahil ba napilitan lang siya kay Leigh?

Ganun na ba niya kamahal si Leigh na pwede na niya akong paasahin at saktan?

Well.. Oo nga. Girlfriend niya nga eh. Diba?! Pero ano...

Nakalimutan na ba niya ang lahat na nangyare samin? T.T

" Then why'd you have to pretend that it was okay? " My voice is going weak. Of course! Nasaktan ako dun sa sinabi niya. Di ba naman ginusto? And I was expecting too muuuuuch!

"  It was for Leigh. Gusto niya kasi na magkaayos tayo. "  YEA RIGHT! There it is. So He loves her. He loves her so much that he doesnt care if I'm hurt! 

" Ganon mo na ba siya ka mahal Lance? Na magawa mo na akong saktan? Saktan ng paulit ulit? "

Saktan ako ng paulit ulit.

Pinaniwala niya ako na di niya ako iiwan.

Pero Iniwan niya ako sa States.

I just love him soo much... kaya nga siguro madalas akong nasasaktan! Pero bakit?

May magawa ba ako kung mahal ko talaga siya? no, nothing.

Although I didn't want him to leave, I had to say that. I had to let him go in order to let him obey his father. I didn't mean to hurt him. I was also expecting na baka nga iwanan niya talaga ako for his own intentions. Nabigla lang ako that time, yun nga. Kasalanan ko yun...

I was waiting for him to come back to me and explain everything....

But what hurts even worse?

He didn't even stop me.