Amish to satanist

Chapter#7

Demonio P.O.V.
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She stared at me awaiting for me to tell her but I don't want to. She told me "at least tell me about your life how was it."
"I don't even want to tell you that I don't want to see tears in your beautiful red eyes or to hear your mouth and I feel like you'd pitty me and I hate being pittied with a passion."

She looked at me
" If you don't want to tell me, why did you tell me, why you won't tell me, dont you realize if you don't tell me I'll do the stuff that you don't want me doing."
I just smiled "how did a little Amish Christian out smart me."
She laughed "well fuck God and technically I already went Amish to Satanist.
She stared at me waiting again. I looked away and she started crying and screaming at the top of her damn lungs fuuuck.

"This some bullshit ok ok ok so I was 13 my mother was in her room with her side chick. I lived in one of the worst hoods in my city. My dad was at work, while I was on the porch. I hated my mom because she was a hoe and I hated my father because he abused me and my mother. Sometimes my mom would come in my room and lay on me because she needed comforting. I had anger issues and I was in deep depression. I tried killing myself a couple times but it never worked, I didn't believe there could even be a god letting me go through this shit. I dreamt, drew, thought about, and wrote out my death. I had already stabbed a couple of my mothers hoe's. Anyways when my father came home he saw me on the porch. He stopped just to look at us I noticed I didn't have shirt on and asked why. I told him I didn't feel like putting one on. He grabbed me and brought me to my room he started cussing me out
"You know how much eye candy you are out there how sexy would you be dead. I pushed him away calling him a fag but before I could walk away he pinned me and tried to touch....places, I head butted him end kicked him before he took off his belt and tied my hands to the bed, I couldn't kick because he put his knees on my legs trying to bend me I refused and screamed and screamed. Apparently my mom and her side heard because as he struggled with my belt, I heard a shot go off, my mom shot my dad. She freed my hands and I turned around to see my mom standing there crying she stroked my hair
" its alright moms here my love moms here. "
One of the first times I ever cried.
"At least you know I love you."
Those words broke my ccomfor, the thing is she never showed it she didnt even stop the first man that........she just...... Plus every single damn day she would cuss me out make me do every single thing that there was to be done and even gave me a couple concussions. So I cussed my mother out telling her how she has never until this point did anything to show me that she loves me. My mom started crying and her side told me to pack my clothes and soon as I turned around before I knew it the bullet in my skull.

I walked up the golden steps saw god and flicked him off and said thanks for nothing bitch.

Then when I got to hell the Devil welcomed me and showed me that my moms side was the one that killed me and when my mom got upset at her she busted into flames because she turned out to be Zamani and when I turned 17 I was put on the job of finding you. Now two years later well here we are." My emotions connected to hers I can tell she felt angry as her hair turned red, but she also felt sad as her beautiful red eyes were about to shed tears. I got up and got dressed and told Binti to do the same.

"why were are we going?"

I shrugged "away from this sadness."
Even though she got dressed she sat back on the bed and refused to get up. I tried pulling her she just yanked her arm back
"I did not forget the fact that you dropped me a hundred feet in the fucking air I'll be damned if I go anywhere with your crazy ass and you don't tell me where we going.
I smirked at her until the moment sank back in about my past. ---------------------------------------------------------------
Binti P.O.V
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I looked at him dead into his eyes we were both close to tears.
"I shouldn't have made you re-live that. That must be painful for you. Demonio actually hugged me like hugged me first. He was crying, I hugged him back and layed down making him to the same. His eyes widened "through out my whole fucked up ass life I never cried until that day, not even at birth."
He got up and yelled "what the fuck, why would I open myself up to you I shut everyone out why am I letting you in?!?!?!?"

"I'm the one who wants to know you and is willing to listen and understand." Demonio came on the bed with me I watched him as he kissed me. I kissed back of course I've been waiting for this moment. We were making out until we fell asleep.