Servamp Yaoi Oneshots

Teaser~

So because I'm an ass I'm gonna give you a teaser because the real thing will be really long and I don't want to write it yet. Btw 'It' is why not me part two as requested by a few people. Here you go.
3rd Person p.o.v
It was cold. Hyde knew it was cold yet he still went out in his usual attire that he hadn't changed since licht left. Hyde had been falling apart both mentally and physically due to the contract and lichts absence. Everyday he went to mahirus house where he was pushed away by mahiru or, of things got to serious, kuro. He hadn't been able to see licht since the day he left which was now five days ago. He missed licht. He missed him a lot. Though he could be cold and violent there were those things about licht that made him so loveable. Yes loveable. Hyde had to face it now. He was in love with licht and he knew it. He just didn't want to admit it. He had been through it all before he fell in love was happy then she got married and died whether or not it was for the greater good he hated it. No one likes losing someone they love. Though he knew he was being selfish and that licht won't die for a good time he was still scared not only of lichts death but the thought of licht leaving him. With the way things are now licht is welcoming death by staying separate from Hyde. Hyde walked down the snow covered sidewalk looking down at his feet. As he walked by people gave him looks of disgust and worry probably because of his appearance. He hadn't cleaned himself in five days and he reeked. He had also been crying a lot these past few days so he knew he looked more demonic then usual but he didn't care. He just wanted to see licht. That's all he wanted now. 'Are you happy licht? I'm chasing my dreams.' Hyde thought as he approached mahirus apartment. He knocked three times before the door swung open. "What do you want lawless?" Mahiru asked in an unfriendly tone. He didn't even use his name anymore not even kuro did and none of the other servamps spoke to him. His whole family was turning against him. But that didn't matter to him at least not now. "I want to see licht. Even if it's just a photo please mahiru you have to let me see him." Hyde begged grabbing mahirus arms. "I'm sorry lawless he doesnt want to see you." Mahiru said though he looked sad. He felt bad for him and Hyde knew it. "Please just a peek I need to see him." Hyde pleaded. Mahiru shook him head. "I'm sorry lawless. Goodbye. " mahiru said quietly a look of pain on his face. And with that he slammed the door in hydes face. Hyde slumped down in front of the door weeping while on the other side mahiru sat and listened the pain in his chest increasing.
End for now dearies bye bye~