chapter 14

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He started making me eat healthy, cooking everyday. I'm greatful and all but I miss pizza and microwave instant meals. He's also learned how to cook vegetarian meals without having to use those things you can get at the store. He is so smart probably because he's a damn mexi- no Kellin bad no. You are better than your parents you will not stoop down to their level of racism and homophobia. I'm not my damn parents. I'm going to hang out with Justin, Gabe, and Jack at the mall today without Vic to go Christmas shopping and everything, I'm wearing a pull on sweater so they don't see the small bump forming. They'll think I'm getting fat which is technically true but not true. "Vic I'm going out with a few friends, I'll be back later okay." I say to him before walking out the front door and to Jack's car. I get in the front seat and buckle up.

"Dude what's with the jacket its not that cold out, you're gonna over heat in that shit." He glaces over me and then starts to drive to pick up Justin and Gabe. We sit silently waiting for the two boys to pile out of Justin's apartment building. "Like seriously Kellin take off the jacket, you'll over heat."

"No I'm fine seriously I won't over heat, I like the jacket on anyways." I say, staying calm as he examines me closely.

"Are you cutting again Kellin, because if you are we are driving to the hospital." He says before reaching over and pulling up my sleeves, showing faded scars up my arms. He sighs in relief and pulls my sleeves back down.

Justin and Gabe get in the back seat while Jack sits back straight up in his seat, tapping the steering wheel impatiently. I look st them with a smile. These are defiantly the people I want in my band, but the band might have to wait, still I should bring it up. "Hey, guys I have an idea, though it may have to wait a bit because I have my own reasons, still its an idea." I blurt out and I sit nervously awaiting a response.

"Sure." They all said with a bit shocked but agreed. Jack starts the car back up ands drives down the road towards the mall. I sit humming silently to notes that pop up in my head. "Dude if we are creating a band you should be leads vocalist, sure your okay at guitar but you're way better singing." Gabe announces interrupting my humming.

"I'm not that good but thank you for the compliment." I say and then shudder at the niceness I gave him, god damn it Kellin what is going on with you.

"Woah the one and only Kellin Quinn thanked me, dude you okay because your would usually just say something along the line of 'fuck off bitch'. Also what's with the jacket its like 70° out, take it off." Gabe says with confusion before pulling at the hood of my jet black jacket.

"I told him to take it off but he refused and said he would be fine with it on." Jack says parking the car as close to the front doors as he can. I shrug and get out, making sure I had everything on me before walking towards the doors. Gabe grabs my shoulder and pulls my jacket off me and throwing it in the car before Justin locks the door. "This is because we care Kellin, we don't want you to over heat in that shit." He says before catching up to me, I cover my stomach with my arms as calmly as possible, my head racing as they all walk beside me.

They are gonna find out, fuck why did Gabe have to do that, I was just fine with it on. We walk inside the cool breeze of the inside mall hitting me. I shiver at the sudden coldness. I bring my arms up to rub my upper arms as I try to adjust to the temperature. "So that's why you were wearing a jacket, you're getting out of shape, did no need to be embarrassed about that all of us are out of shape, we don't have high school gym to keep us in shape." Justin says pulling up my shirt and I blush before pulling it back down out of his grip. I walk into the nearest clothes store and look for the jackets section.

"Nope, no buying jackets let's go Kellin off to do shopping that doesn't involve jackets." Jack pushes me back out the store, putting a jacket I had grabbed back on the rack. I sigh in defeat before walking around with them.

After a few hours of walking around and cracking jokes,we go to the food court to get lunch I didn't get much, knowing I'd probably throw it up when they aren't looking. I get a simple six inch veggie sub from subway, some lays potato chips, and an ice tea. I read that soda will affect the baby's later mental development. Justin gets back to the table after I do, he got Chinese food, it smells good but I shake my head eating my sub in small bites.

"Ok this is definitely odd, the Kellin I remember would have been all over getting Chinese or McDonald's for lunch. What's up bro, why have you been acting weird?" Gabe says sitting down next to me with his cheese pizza.

"I'm trying to eat healthier, is that an issue." I snap before taking a big bite. Fuck hormones calm down Kellin, they can't know what's going on, if they find out they'll make fun of you. Stay calm don't let your hormones get you mad.

"Damn no need for attitude." He chuckles at my reaction and I sip tea, feeling my stomach get upset. Fuck my life. I get up throwing away the remainder of my food, clenching the unopened bag of chips, I'm saving them as a snack. They stare at me as I run to the bathroom, making the excuse of having to piss. I walk in, only two other people are in there. I find my way to the handicapped stall and closes it, locking it. I walk to the toilet and throw up in the toilet, emptying most of the contents off my stomach. My phone buzzes indicating I got a text.

Viccypoo: Hey one your friends messaged me saying you were acting odd, are you okay.

Kellykins: I'm fine just um I never told them I'm pregnant so I've been trying to cover it up. I wore a jacket originally but Gabe took it and threw it in the car when Jack was locking it. So now they think I'm fat.

Viccypoo: why don't you just tell them what's going on, they wouldn't be so worried.

Kellykins: you don't understand Vic they'll make fun of me for not and call me a sissy.

Viccypoo: if they do that then they aren't friends.

Kellykind: I'm not telling.

I pocket my phone and flush the toilet, getting up and leaving the stall, washing my mouth and hands before leaving the bathroom. Gabe, Justin, ands Jack are out there waiting for me patiently.

Gabe walks up and hugs me tight. "So a baby huh, first of us to become a parent I'm so proud of you." My jaw drops and push him away then take my phone out, reading the text I got from Vic.

Viccypoo: well too bad I already told them, so what ever they do next tell me.

Kellykins: (ω;) I hate you

Viccypoo: I love you too (づ ̄ ³)

Kellykins: fuck you

Viccypoo: I'll be waiting

I angrily put my phone back in my pocket and walk off, leaving my friends behind. Fuck finding Vic a present, he doesn't deserve one. I look through windows at shops, I pass back some children's clothes store and I come to a halt to look into it. Everything is so small and cute. I walk in cautiously, looking for the baby clothes, earning stares from mothers. I take my phone out and take pictures of some sets of clothes, sending the pictures to Vic. I smile as I pick up some of the clothes, looking at them.

"Didn't think we'd find you looking at baby clothes but here you are." Justin says from behind me making me jump a bit and put down the soft pink ones is that has daisys on the front of it.

"I wasn't, I mean, um leave me alone." I blush and look away from the three guys standing in front of me. He laugh lightly at me and hug me tight into a big group hug. I wiggle my way out and leave the store going to the as seen on TV store just a few shops down. I remember Vic saying something about wanting a snuggy or some shit like that, soon I'll get him one for Christmas. I quickly find a zebra print snuggy and go to check out. Paying and leaving the storm, the guys are waiting outside the shop for me, Jack holding up the keys before indicating that we have to go. I follow them to the car and get in the front seat, taking my jacket and wrapping it around the snuggy so Vic couldn't see.

Jack drops me off first and I hear inside, Vic is sitting on the couch, admiring the Christmas tree as I try to sneak past him to run up the stairs. He looks back at me and I make a run for it, closing and locking my door.

I wrap the present fast and then open the door, he embraces me into a tight hug, I hug loosely. He has to much energy. I make my way to the Christmas tree and set the present under it. Tomorrow is Christmas, I hope he likes it.

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