November Skies (Kellic + MPreg)

Chapter 27

Yesterday Kaitlyn took Vic tux shopping and I couldn't go even though I'm gonna be wearing a tux too. God they both are fucking bullshit I hate it, I'll just have Justin take me tux shopping. Yesterday while Vic was out I got Copeland a flower girl dress. Tony is going to be carrying Copeland down the aisle as she throws the flower petals.

Today Kaitlyn is coming to talk to me about the guest list and invitations. This is all really tiring  and wine isn't doing much for me, reading on my alone time is nice though, it gives me a mental break. Then when Copeland wakes up from her nap I'm back to being busy.

Today Vic went to work and this weekend we're going ring shopping. The next two months are going to be so busy it's going to be impossible to just rest for two minute, maybe one minute if we're lucky. I can only wish I got enough of a break to read my new book, at least I have time for a glass of wine during Copeland's nap.

Vic has been patient with me these past few months, but I think it's only because he wants to fuck. I'm not fucking with him till I'm ready to because really I rather not get pregnant again. Sure he could use a condom but still I don't want to have sex.

Right now Copeland is trying to walk but she keeps falling, it hurts to watch but online I read to not comfort the baby when they fall. She always gets back up then falls back down before taking a step and then she cries for me. I just want to pick her up and hold her close to me and tell her everything is going to be alright.

It hurts so much to watch her cry out but I can't give in I just can't. I want to give in so bad ugh. Why can't Vic be home already so he will give into her first before I do.  I hope he walks in the door soon or I'm going to start to cry.

"Come on Copeland you can do it, walk to mommy." I say as Copeland gets back up while holding onto the couch. She goes to take her first step but ends up falling on her butt. Copeland lets out a belching cry making me tear up. I bite my lip hard as I watch her make grabby hands for me.

Vic walks in as I pull my knees to my chest as Copeland stands back up while holding onto the couch. "Awe she's trying to walk." Vic awes as he sits next to me to watch her.

"Just give her a few seconds she's been trying since she woke from her nap." I say a bit shaky as I watch her go to take a step but fall, making her cry out. I pull my knees to my chest more trying hard not to cry.

"Oh no baby girl." He goes to get up but I pull him back. "But she's crying Kellin."

"Online I read to not give into her crying so she can learn on her own." I whimper as she gets back up to just fall back down. "It hurts so much to watch her over and over and over again to get back up and fall back down."

"I know Kells but it's going to be okay, she's going to be okay she will get it eventually." He says as he wraps his arms around me from behind, swaying us from side to side. "I love you Kellin"

"I love you to Vic." I say and let him hold me close to his chest. Copeland gets up for the billionth time today while holding onto the couch. She stands there for a bit to keep her ground as Vic and I watch her intensively.

She lifts her tiny foot and take her first step, her very first step after a billion different tries. A smile creeps its way onto my face as she takes another step as I pull out my phone to film her.

She waddles her ways towards Vic and I as I hand Vic my phone and hold my arms out for her. When she gets to me she falls into my lap as I take her into a big hug. "I'm so proud of you pretty baby girl." I coo at her happily.