Louis' POV
Things between me and Harry had been fine since we kissed, except I was beginning to have my doubts. I was sat with Liam in the staff base watching the news, I sipped my tea and widened my eyes when the news report came on. It was about student teacher relationships, I turned to Liam who chuckled slightly. Thankfully we were the only teachers in the staff base so nobody else would sense the awkwardness. As we continued to watch I got more and more drawn in, the case on the news was a male teacher and female student. Both of them had actors playing their part and discussing what they thought about their relationship, the female student stated
'In our eyes, this was far from wrong. We knew that there was a connection between us and we weren't going to ignore that because he was my teacher and I was his student. We both knew how we felt about each other and we decided to act upon it, we started seeing each other more and more, secretly of course. We'd spend a bit too much time together and things started to get more intimate, but we didn't recognise that as wrong. We ignored the idea of it being against the law and life ruining and chose to be happy. I didn't think it would make him lose his job and be locked up. I didn't know it was going to haunt me for the rest of my life..."
Then it hit me, I was wrong. Everything I had been doing was wrong. What had I been playing at? I'd been leading my student on and ruining our lives. My acting/teaching career would be over before I knew it and Harry's life would be ruined if anybody found out what had happened between us. How could I have been so stupid and wreckless? I'd seen this stuff plastered on the news so many times before and not acted upon it at all. I couldnt believe myself, I'm disgusted with myself. Who was I to ruin my students life? I had to fix it before things got worse, I couldn't go to jail. I'd be in there til I was ancient and Harry, god knows what would happen to him. His whole life would be ruined, he'd be stuck with a reputation that followed him round for the rest of his life. He'd have no escape. I stood up and walked over to the desks, I grabbed a detention slip and filled it in for Harry before turning on my heels and heading for the door.
"I'll see you in drama." I mumbled to Liam as I walked away, I marched up to the canteen and barged inside. I felt sick when I saw Harry sat giggling away at Niall, how could I have been so stupid? I brushed past the other students and walked over to Harry, he looked up at me with his bright eyes and smiled. As much as I wanted to smile back I couldn't, I dropped the detention slip on the table and scurried out before he could say a word. He had no idea. I walked back to the drama studio and slumped down at my desk, I sighed noticing Harry's bracelets wrapped tightly around my arms. 'Things I can't' - Date Harry. 'Thing's I can' - Fix things before they all go wrong.
The end of the day came round quickly and I made sure the whole corridor was clear before allowing Harry into the classroom, he walked in with the brightest smile on his face and I so badly wanted to wipe it away. His smile made me weak and I couldn't afford to be weak at the moment,
"How come you gave me a detention Lou? I haven't done anything." I took a seat on my desk,
"It's Mr Tomlinson from now on, we need to talk Harry." He frowned and put the detention slip on the table before taking a seat next to me.
"Okay Mr Tomlinson... What's up?"
"Us." I said, gesturing back and forth between me and him. He stared at me confused,
"I don't understand." I hated myself for doing this, I hated myself even more for doing it in the first place.
"Everything that's happening between us needs to stop, I'm sorry. What we had was fun and it was good while it lasted, but it needs to end right here right now. There's no more visits to my house or late night phone calls, no cute nicknames or cuddles. No contact outside of school, everything has to stop." He turned to me watery eyed,
"Louis, I don't understand. You said you don't regret anything that's happened with us the other day, you said we could work things out." I shook my head,
"Well I'm sorry Harry, but we are no more. I was silly and selfish for ever leading you on, I broke so many rules spending time with you. I could have been arrested for kissing you, do you know how stupid we are? We both did foolish acts and I can't believe we did it, and it's Mr Tomlinson not Louis." Harry's head was now in his hands and I could hear him sobbing, one half of me wanted to wrap my arms around him and tell him that everything is going to be okay. I want to tell him that I don't care what people think and we can get through this, but I can't. The half of me resisting that is the right half, the one that's offering him tissues for comfort and that is all.
"I hate you." I heard him mumble, my head shout round and my heart pained.
"Wh-what?" He looked up at me with red puffy eyes,
"You heard me, I hate you. I fucking hate you. You've done so many things to make me feel like I'm actually worth something and that you actually care about me but you don't do you. You're a liar, a sick, twisted liar. You begged me to forgive you the other day, and stupidly I did. I regret it now. I don't want to be near you or see you ever again, you're constantly breaking me and I can't take it anymore. I'm quitting drama, find somebody else to be your little toy boy." And with that he was gone, my only memory of him was his stupid bracelets.
WATTPAD DELETED A WHOLE SECTION OF THIS OMFG IM SO ANNOYED.
no more larry :O
what do you think they should do? Should they find other people or fight for the right to love?
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