Love For Coly

Always in the way

Time skip
Lucas and I have been dating for about four months now. I get insecure sometimes because I know if Lucas was with someone else than he wouldn't be so sexually frustrated. I want to on show him a side of me I haven't really shown anybody else.
Lucas isn't the only one that's been having sexual frustration. He does little thing like grab my ass or bite my lip. I know its not much to some but he just does it to get to me. I been thinking about if I'm ready to lose my virginity but I don't think I am. I got a text from Lucas around 6pm.
Hey want to come over to my place.
Sure. Be there in a few.
I hopped in the shower real quick and when I got out put on some black lace underwear with a black push up bra. I let my hair down since it was already curly and put on my black jeans with a black crop top. I threw on my all black air forces and went out the door.
Lucas texted that he had left the door unlocked so I just headed inside.
"Where you at Lucas?" I yelled
"I'm in here ma." He said coming from his living room.
I walked up in there and saw him on the couch smoking a blunt. Lately he been smoking a lot more, sometimes I smoke with him. I walked over laid in his lap and said "Gimme some." It was some good shit. We passed it back and forth till it was gone. Lucas looked high asf so I decided to mess with him. I say directly on hips lap and kissed him making sure to sway my his a little. As he started kissing back he slid his hands in the back of my pants making sure to grab my ass. He hardened and I am not going to lie it felt so good. I felt as if I just got out the bath cuz I was soaking. The kissing turned even more aggressive as I bit his lip. It was bleeding a little bit. He stopped kissing me and said "Now your going to pay." He told me as he looked at me with lust in his eyes. I knew what he was thinking so I got up and ran. My leg was asleep so I couldn't even run fast. He caught me and threw me over his shoulder slapping my ass so hard.
He took me to his bedroom and threw me on the bed. He laid on top of me and held my hands down while he kissed me and bit my lip. I whispered "You a punk ass bitch." I thought he didn't here me but I thought wrong.
"Now you really gonna get it." He starting to kiss lower and then he pulled off my pants. He took off his shirt and I just stared. He gave me a warning, "Say you sorry or Ima make you." I stayed quiet and he said "I'm gonna have show you how much of a punk ass bitch I am huh." He looked at my panties and said "I see you like that huh. Now what's my name." I was still mute. He slid my panties off, I was feeling a little self conscious cuz I hadn't shaved in a while. I tried to cover myself up then said, "Lucas you to play to much, stop."
He was like naw "You made me bleed then you called me a punk ass bitch so you gotta learn how not to disrespect me." I didn't say nothing else cuz I low-key wanted to see how it feels. Then the doorbell rang. Mother fuckers always in the way. He said "Stay here I'll be back."
"Okay Lucas." I said full of sarcasm. I put my clothes back on and went downstairs to find my shoes. Lucas and Eli the guy from before was in his office. I put them on then left without even saying nothing because I was feeling salty. Always in the fucking way.