All I Know

They won't get it

Everyone expects you to be happy because, you know, if you're not you're looking for attention...right?

That my friend is why people are scared to tell you how they really feel. Why people fake it.

However if/when you to tell them, they're always saying how they get it or its just a phase, to suck it up. But in reality they don't get it. No one gets it.

No one gets how scared you are. How worried. Anxious. Stressed. Broken. Depressed. Torn. Angry. Hopeless. No one gets it, gets you, because they ain't you. They can't understand unless they've been through it.

Until they've had to pull themselves out of a panic attack. Until they couldn't breath. Until they shook so bad it wouldn't stop. Or until they've been to the point of sitting in the bathtub or shower using everything in you not to end it all then and there. Until they've decided to stop fighting it because it feels like it just gets worse.

Not everyone understands.... But its okay not even the people who feel that way truly understand sometimes........

By M🙈