The Sick Girl

she gets sick

I've been feeling weird since yesterday. My stomach is giving me these weird feelings, my head is pounding and everything just sounds louder, my throats is scratching. My legs feel very weak like jello, my hands are always shaking, I can't concentrate on anything. It's really bad and no one seems to even notice that I'm not okay. I'm planning on telling my mom after school today though I can't handle all this.

So currently I'm walking up the steps to my classroom. I go to catholic school and here we have things called safeties and they watch the kids in the morning and afternoon. So I have pre-k and I have to do morning prayers over the loud speaker so I tend to get upstairs pretty late. I like it though because the steps are usually quiet so it's nice before I have to go to that chaotic classroom. Especially today since we have this big math test that I already failed last week and now I have to retake it.

Just life I guess, I finally make it to the fifth floor despite my jelly legs. I'm heading down the hallway when my head starts going off and the pounding begins. The pain is unbearable it's like someone banging your head into a brick wall again and again. I get to the classroom and hang all my stuff on the hooks and head inside. The pain get worse and worse everyone is playing and messing around talking it hurts so bad. it's all just noise to me though.

Someone talking regularly sounds like their screaming at the top of their lungs. The teachers yells. It's like screeching piercing sound in my ears I cover my ears but it doesn't help much. She begins talking and I uncover my ears the volume went down by a lot it still hurts though. She's say to come and get a test and begin. I grab one and sit down and begin the test. I get to the 3rd problem c when my stomach starts giving me immense pain and I feel lightheaded. I get up and head to the teachers desk.

"Ms.Armstrong can I please go to the bathroom I don't feel well."

"Isabella, sit down and finish the test and then, you may go."

"Ms.Armstrong please, I don't think I can wait that long"

"Isabella, I don't think it's that serious get back to your seat and finish the test"

"Ms.Armstrong please!" My stomach starts churning and my head is pounding, my palms are sweating my legs are getting weak. I can't wait. I dash out of the classroom up to the bathroom into a stall I lock and begin throwing up everything in my stomach. It won't stop coming out. I hear the bathroom door open. I couldn't care less I finally stop through and I rest my back against the stall wall and I relax. Then the room starts spinning lightly and there's a knock. I say a meek "who is it" it's my best friend, Racquel, she says that Ms.Armstrong wants me back in class right now and that I'm in big trouble but before I have the chance I'm throwing up again

   "Issy are you okay?!" Raquel questioned concerned.

   "I'm fine just feel really sick I'll come out now" I wiped my mouth with toilet palate and flushed it down with the disgusting vomit. I slowly got up off the floor and unlocked the stall. Raquel came over and started asking more questions about my well being but I couldn't understand her, I knew words were coming out her mouth but I didn't know which ones. I couldn't concentrate with the room spinning I slowly fell to the ground.

   "Izzy!" She bent down and helped me up and walked me outside but the hallway was spinning to fast I fell again. I heard a gasp and running and felt to people help me up. I wasn't much help since I couldn't see where I was going. We walked the steps slowly and eventually made it downstairs where they called my mom. I laid on the bench staring up at the ceiling.

   I can't breathe. My nose feels like its stuffed. My throat feel like it just closed up on me I'm scratching at it clawing I don't know. I can't breathe. What's happening. I start freaking out my vision is being clouded I hear noise all around me arms pulling me down.
I hear sirens so loud it's as if they're right next to me. Suddenly I'm pilled onto a bed like thing and I'm being giving a mask. An oxygen mask? My body hurts. Everywhere. It feels like it on fire but freezing cold. I'm being wheeled into something. I black out.

I wake up I'm in the ambulance people all around me shouting things. One notices I'm awake and tries to calmly talk to me. I listen to her it distracts me from the pain. I listen for a few minutes before I feel myself slipping away again.

   When I wake up this time I'm being pushed through white hallways on a gurney. Everything is blurry so I can't see well. People are shouting and everyone is on hyper mode.

Then I see a boy with raven hair and everything seems to slow down but when he's gone it all comes back again. It was like all the pain went away. The ringing, the chaos, the feeling of being weak. He made it all go away. Everything.

One of the doctors notices I'm finally awake so he notifies everyone else and I'm pushed in a room. And everyone puts things on and a woman comes up with a mask and puts it over my mouth forcing me back to sleep. I don't want to. I want raven boy back. He helped. He stopped the pain. But he's gone. I'm probably going to see raven boy again. At least the pain stopped for that one second. God only knows what's wrong with me. Please let me be okay. I feel the gas making me drowsy. I'm trying to fight it but there's no use. I'm going. My eyelids get weak. There it is again the feeling of being weak. My eyelids close and the darkness is all I see. For a second raven boy flashes behind my eyelids. Then he's gone. Just like that. My whole body is going and I know I'm losing the fight to stay awake. I just let it win what's the pong of the fight. I let go. And I rest. Which is what I need.