Heart Break Kids: Long Lost Sisters Make An Impact

Chapter 28: Need Someone There For Me

--Desiray's POV--

I woke up and saw no Hunter. I sighed. This is the fourth time this week that I've woken up to find Hunter gone. Jesse has been staying with dad, Cam and Jeff but spending the day with me and sometimes Hunter if he is here.

It's been a week and half since I lost the baby. It's been hard, but I'm trying to pull through. I spend time with Jesse during the day to make sure this doesn't affect him. But I can tell it kind of does. He was looking forward to being a big brother. Hell I was looking forward to being a mom. To having Hunter's baby. Hunter was even excited to be a dad. Our own little family.

Hunter has been a little distant lately. Has been the last couple of days. I don't know what to do. I want him here. No I need him here. I need to feel his arms around me, making me feel safe and warm. I need to hear him whispering little things in my ear. Like we'll get through this and one day have a family. I need Hunter here with me period.

Sighing I got up and made my way to the bathroom to take a shower. After my shower I got dressed in a pair of pajamas Hunter bought me a while back. I walked to the TV turned it on and took the remote with me to the bed. I just laid there. Not paying attention to the TV. Not paying attention to the world outside.

This is hard. I'm trying to move on with my life. To not dwell in the past. I know this is going to take some time to fully heal, but I need to be there for Jesse. For Hunter. For myself. I'm trying. God knows I have been trying to make things as normal as possible for Jesse. But it's hard.

There was a knock on the door. I got up and walked towards it. I looked through the peep hole and saw Adam. What is he doing here? I opened the door and his face turned to one of concern.

"Is everything alright?" He immediately asked while wiping away some tears

Hmm never knew I was crying.

I just looked at him and shook my head. He pulled me into a hug and the tears fell. He pulled me into the room and shut the door. He actually picked me up and carried me to the couch and sat me down then sat beside me.

"Come on Des, what's wrong?" He asked

I sniffed "Everything. Everything is wrong." I said

"What do you mean everything is wrong?" He asked softly

I looked at him "I screwed up. I lost the baby. Hunter probably hates me now. Jesse has to stay with my dad, Cam and Jeff. Hunter is being distant. I just need someone here for me. I want Hunter here." I said as a new wave of tears came

He pulled me into a hug "Shhh. It's ok. Everything will work out. You didn't screw anything up alright. Nothing is your fault. You couldn't prevent anything from happening, unless you can see the future. Your not a physic are you?" He asked faining curiosity at the end

I chuckled and smiled

"Ahh there's that smile. Now Hunter doesn't hate you. He could never hate you. He's just having a hard time dealing with this. He wants to be there for you but he doesn't want you to see him like this. And Jesse. Well Jesse understands. I talked to him the other day. He told me all he wants is for you and Hunter to be ok. He doesn't want to lose his family. He said he knows the reason why he is staying with Shawn, Cam and Jeff is because you don't want him to see you like this." Adam said "You have a lot of people who will be here for you. There's Jason, Matt, Jeff, Cam, Mark, Glenn, Shawn, Vince, Hunter, Mickie, Maria, Jerry, Michelle, hell the whole locker room. Even me. You'll always have me. I'm always going to be here for you. And as for Hunter just give him a little time."

I nodded "Thanks Adam." I said

"Your welcome babe" He said and kissed my forehead.

"Can I talk to you about something?" I asked pulling away from him