Dear Angel (Michael Sutthakorn)

One

Dear Michael,

I still remember the first time I saw you. I always will.

A few days before, I had found your fellow boyband member Dan Lewis on facebook and loved his voice so much I went to his twitter and followed him then when he followed back within a few moments I messaged him saying how much I loved his voice and he actually loved not far from me. He later replied thanking me. I thought nothing of it at the time.

A couple of days later I went to check his facebook for new videos and saw he'd been put in a group called "M.A.D" by some guy named George.

"Good on him." I thought.

Your first cover as a group came out. I was curious.

I pressed play.

That was probably the best decision of my life.

At first I was there because I liked the blond Welsh kid and I loved how the three of you sounded together. You all just seemed to fit perfectly.

I felt like I was betraying my fellow Welshie when I began to fall for the cute Irish idiot in the beanie.

I found myself falling. I loved you so much. My heart ached for you. I watched all your younows, your covers, your silly videos, but I was just another of those crazy fans.

I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly then all at once and suddenly I felt so lonely without you.