Quick one shot I wrote a while back. Feedback?? :)
I can’t take it anymore. It’s not worth it… He’s not worth it. I can’t allow my heart to keep breaking while he’s out every night.
My suitcase is all packed up and Liam had helped me put my plan into action. The decision was made and there’s no going back now. I was going back to Mullingar for a couple of months to clear my head up. Hopefully he’ll finally realize what he’s been doing… it doesn’t mean I will forgive him, but it might make things a bit easier.
I finished writing the note and left it on his pillow, taking advantage that he had left for the night… once again. I hauled my suitcase off to the living room, grabbing my hand bag and pulling it on my shoulder. My heart started racing as I heard the door click open. He’s not supposed to be here for another two hours! I shifted my gaze to the door that had revealed a messy looking Harry. His shirt and pants were crinkled and his beautiful curls were all over the place. He paused as soon as he spotted me.
“I-I thought you were asleep babe.” He said, confusion crossing his features.
“Don’t call me that.” I snapped back. I wasn’t going to let him get in my head again. He can’t hypnotize me again. I won’t let him. Grabbing my suitcase, I began walking towards the door.
“Where are you going with that suitcase Niall?” he questioned, blocking my way.
“Move Harold.” I growled, giving him my best glare.
“Why are you so grumpu Nialler? Did I do something wrong?” he asked innocently. There he goes again, trying to suck me into his evil vortex of darkness. The anger boiled through my veins as my body began shaking slightly. Before I even realized what I was doing, my free hand flew up and smacked him across the face really hard.
“Don’t you dare act innocent! You know bloody well what you’ve done!” I shouted, tears already building up in my eyes. The anger and the sadness were overtaking my usual calm composure. “I’m sick of it! I can’t live like this anymore… Harry… I just… I can’t… I’m taking Darcy with me…” I said, glaring up at him.
His eyes widened instantly. “N-No! You can’t! Please Niall… I’ll make it up to you! Just give me some time. I promise I’ll change. Just… please… don’t give up on me. Niall I love you and-“
“No Harry…” I said, shaking my head. “You don’t love me… And I’m not staying here anymore… we’ll figure out what to do with Darcy later. I’m taking her with me to Ireland…”
“W-Well… Wh-where’s Darcy? I want to say goodbye to her.” His lip trembled as tears tracked down his cheeks.
“She’s with Liam… I’m sorry Harry… it’s easier this way.” I closed my eyes, sighing heavily and reopening my eyes to look at him.
“Y-You’re not letting me say goodbye to her?! SHE’S MY DAUGHTER!!!” He exclaimed, more and more tears streamed down his face.
“If you hadn’t been such an inconsiderate asshole, you wouldn’t have to say goodbye!” I exclaimed. I ripped off my wedding ring, dropping it on the floor and storming out of the apartment with my bags. The tears began streaming down my face uncontrollably. I’m leaving Harry behind… I’m leaving my life behind…
*Narrator’s P.O.V.*
The curly haired boy had tears running down his perfect face. He felt empty and broken. He couldn’t feel his heart beating and his brain wasn’t functioning properly. How could I be so stupid? He asked himself. How could I let my husband and my daughter slip through my hands so easily?
He made his way to his and his former lover’s bedroom and spotted a couple of papers on the bed. He picked up a hand written note.
Harry…
I’m sorry I’m leaving like this… so abruptly. I truly am sorry. But I can’t take it anymore. I can’t let you break my heart anymore. It’s become too much and I needed to end it before it got even worse. I know what’s been going for months. Every night you would go out and come back from Louis’ apartment at ungodly hours. I can’t live like this anymore.
You treat me badly all the time… as if I don’t mean anything to you… and at first, I didn’t want to admit it. But now I’m starting to believe it. I lost your love Harry and that’s my fault. I was never enough for you… I hope we can remain friends when things cool off. I believe that would be the best for Darcy.
I hope you can understand why I can’t stay. I hope you understand why I can’t stay married to you.
I love you though… forever and always…
Niall.
As soon as he finished reading, he saw the divorce papers laying on the bed. Violent sobs errupted from his mouth. He only knew one thing… he had to get his family back… now…
Love you all!
xx
