She was a girl.
She was once a girl , an ordinary girl.
When she was a child, she used to play happily with others.
They play a lot of games all day long.
Her childhood was fun. Really fun.
Everyday she will eat and play.
Nothing more nothing less.
No expectations,no hatred,
no heartbreaks.
Full of freedom and happiness.
She was a girl; a jolly girl.
When she grew a little more.
She entered school.
School is not fun for her, she grew distance with her childhood friends.
She started to study all day.
No more sweats and wounds,
but tired hands from writing.
School is not fun for her because she was bullied.
She's scared,she's lonely,she's tired.
But no one knows;
because she Smiled.
She wiped away her tears, smiled and encouraged herself.
She was a girl; a lonely girl
She studied hard,she put a wall around her and didn't trust anyone.
She had few friends, but true friends; there's none.
She focused on study and stayed strong
She was a girl; a dedicated girl.
As she grew older and older she became happy and had more friends
She joined a contest and won.
She had a sick and almost died.
Her parents are worried;
She felt happy and gain strength.
After recovering she was required to attend a training.
She was again bullied and felt alone.
She didnt know what to do.
She pretended to be happy but;
One day It's all gone.
She quitted the contest.
She can't handle it anymore.
They asked her why but she know that they will never understand.
When she graduated and had an honor
She's not happy anymore.
Her parents seems not proud of her.
Maybe because there's still hatred.
She was girl; an unhappy girl.
When she entered highschool.
There she met her friends; true friends.
She showed her true self.
She was accepted.
She was a girl; A real girl
But she made another mistake.
She took the wrong path, but after all the struggles she managed to came back.
There she met her first love.
She loved him eventhough she's not sure if he feels the same.
They had a lot of memories together.
Happy memories.
It was so happy and she wished that it would never end.
She felt special and once again loved.
She felt so stable and comfortable.
He's so kind and sweet
She loved her that much and she thinks that he also does.
She was a girl; A special girl.
But it's over. It's her fault. She knows it.
She was so dumb to believe rumors.
She was wrong and she regrets it.
The most heartbreaking part is that,
He said that she's worthless.
She was a girl; a foolish girl.
She was so lonely.
She cried all day and night.
But no one knows, and she know
that no one will care.
Her heart was torn into pieces.
Her heart is bleeding .
Her mind feels like exploding.
She doesnt know what to do.
She was in the dark.
Again, she felt alone.
She was a girl; a hopeless girl.
She then managed to pass the struggles.
She stood up and smiled.
She met her true friends.
She now had someone to lean on.
She now had someone to talk to.
She now had someone to trust.
She never felt alone.
She started to like someone.
She doesnt love him, Its infatuation.
She already knows her limitations.
But why is she hurting?
Why is she sad?
Its not love but;
Why is she crying?
Why does she still love if she knows she'll only get hurt?
She avoided him.
It was a massive pain in the heart.
Her heart feels burdened.
She doesnt know why.
She was a girl; A girl trying to find answers in her questions.
After all she had been through.
It seems like the end is near.
Her dreams and goals seemed to be pointless and meaningless.
She will laugh and smile but then when reality strikes.
She doesnt know where to start.
It seems like she's not gonna
live that long.
She knows it, she can feel it.
All she ever ask for was to be loved.
She always thought that
What if she really die?
Will her family and friends cry?
She was a girl; She was once a girl.
