The Hunters Sister ~Castiel

Chapter 6: Sleepless

Song: Dream by Imagine Dragons

"Cas" I yell. Nobody answered. "Cas" I yell once more.
"Over here" a voice replies. I sighed in relief and ran towards the voice. I found myself standing in a white room with Cas tied to a chair with a bandanna covering his mouth before I felt a sharp pain in my side. I looked down at it and saw a blood red spot appeared. I fell to the ground. Cas looked at me with horror in his eyes and tried to break free. I felt my eyelids getting heavier before the closed.

That moment I awoke, breathing heavily. I looked around and took in my surroundings I was in my bedroom. I sighed in relief and decide to take a hot shower. When I let the water run over my body I began to think. Why was I dreaming about dying? and why was I dreaming about Cas? I wasn't infected with demon blood when I was little so it couldn't be a vision like Sam had in the past. I put my coconut shampoo in my hair and while I was rubbing it in another thought came to mind 'How would Cas lips feel like'. I directly stopped the thought. I don't like Cas, I can't like Cas sure he played twister and sorry with me once, but I don't like him I see him like a brother or don't I? This is all so confusing what would Cas even think of me when he finds out or my brothers. I can't like Cas that will only make things more complicated in our little family I decide while I turned off the shower.

I made myself some tea and sat down at the kitchen table. I looked at the clock to see it was 2 in the morning. I couldn't get back to sleep now anyway since I already woke up. "You can't sleep either?" Sam asks coming in. I nodded at him. "Bad dream?" he asks.
" Yeah but it is more a thought that can't seem to go away." I say sipping my tea. He went to sit next to.
"You want to talk about it?"
"Not really, I'm afraid of what you might think"
"You know I won't ever judge you sis"
"I know , but I don't want things to get weird around here."
"I understand but know you can always talk to me, try not to stay up to late, Dean found us another job to take care of" Sam says kissing my forehead and walking off to his own room. I groaned and drank up my whole tea. I know I can't sleep now but I can still listen to music in my bed that is also relaxing. So I took my cellphone with me.

I was still quietly listing to my music when someone was knocking at my door. I got up and opened to be greeted with the side of Dean. "We leave in half an hour" he tells me. I nodded and packed my stuff. The whole car ride I didn't say a word and was lost in thoughts before Dean snapped me out of it. "You okay Maeve?"
"I'm fine" I reply quick.
He narrowed his eyes at me. "No you're not"
"I just didn't sleep well last night"
"Why?"
"Just too much thoughts in my head"
"Does it have something to do with your nightmare last night?" Sam asks
"No"
They exchanged glances but decide to leave it as it is and I was very thankful for that.

When we arrived at the motel and dropped off our stuff I got my fake badge and was about to walk out the door before my brothers stopped me. "Perhaps you should try and get some more sleep" Dean suggested.
"I'm not tired"
"You sure as hell look tired" Sam says.
"Just try to get some more sleep and we'll call you when we need your help" Dean says.
"Fine" I say angry before letting myself fall on the bed face down. I heard the front door open and close before I was left alone.