Do You Remember ? ( Beau Brooks )

Dear Diary

LUCYS POV -

I went back in my house when everyone left and went straight back to bed.

I don't have any memory anyway. And last night made it worse. I can't even remember being allowed to drink and fuck. Last night was mental.

I got in my room and shook the blanked from when daniel I think his name was crawled out of it and re arranged the pillows.

When I was shaking the pillows something fell out of the pillow case.

A book ?

I questioned myself.
It was sooooo thick and orange I picked it up and locked closer.

The front said the words

' things I right about,
Things I dream about
Things about my day '

It's so cute.

I turned it to its side and it had gold page lining. It's Amazing wow.

I opened it up and the first words I saw

' dear diary '

It's a diary. Maybe this will help me !

I sat for ages reading different parts of this book it's amazing and wow my handwriting is neat ahah.

- 2010 -

Was imprinted on the top of each page

' dear diary,
Turns out Australia has some people that actually care about other people,

Thank you lady over the road from me '

' dear diary,
Making friends... Asif I did that ew. Haha Katy & Amy first friends of Melbourne '

' dear diary,
I met these boys today...
Beau
Daniel
Luke
James
Jai
Possible friends I think Hbu diary ?
Lol '

' dear diary,
Idek anymore there's something about beau that he's not showing.
H e s T o o N i c e T o M e '

' dear diary,
Katy had a pool day today,
The boys topless, wouldn't mind that more often 👌 summer 👌'

I laughed at how stupid different parts of the diary entries where

' dear diary,
I think I met someone today.

I think that I might like them...
Allot '

' dear diary,
Jake, jake, jake, jake, jake, jake, that's all I can think about.
Jjjaaaaayyyykkkkeeeeeeee '

' dear diary,
Fuck feelings and what other people think my life my rules beau can fuck off being a bitch '

' dear diary,
Jakes not the same as he used to be to me ... '

' Dear diary,
I'm sorry I haven't wrote anything in a while.
I guess things have been kinda busy and. Oh I don't know.. Just people '

' dear diary,
Today I think I did something I thought I'd never do to myself ... Um '

' dear diary,
People's questions hurt me.

I wish everyone would understand I don't want to talk about jake. Or Hayley. Or anyone. Or Sydney. Or England. Or what I did and why I did it'

' dear diary,
I just want jake back '

- 2011 -

Started to be imprinted on the top of each if these pages after a lot and aot of blank pages and dates just wrote then scribbled.

Was my life really a big scribble

Maybe I don't want to read anymore ?

Yet I did. I kept on reading ...

' dear diary,
I'm thankful for the friends I have here 😊 '

' dear diary,
Beaus been really helpful recently and them marks.

Gone. '

What marks ? I thought

Then again more empty pages so many empty pages and scribbles

' dear diary,
I have to stop writing in you. It makes me read the past over and over. '

' dear diary,
This is a mess maybe I need a new diary ?
Ps no hard feeling diary '

' 2012 '

' dear diary,
We're suppose to be dying now. Urm. Awk. '

' dear diary,
F E S T I V A L
WITH MA HOMIES THIS WEEKEND WHOOP BITCHES '

' dear diary,
Best weekend ever '

' dear diary,
I think me beau Katy Jai Amy James Daniel and Luke are becoming closer as friends. More like best friends ? '

- 2013 -

' dear diary,
I think I know who I like but I don't know how to write it down '

' dear diary,
Cinema with beau 👌'

' dear diary,
I've had so many party's this week, sorry I've abandoned you '

' dear diary,
I'm so glad I didn't get a new diary because it makes me happy to know what I made it trough with my friends that will always be here for me '

' dear diary,
Awah by baby beaus 20
*silently cries in corner bc he's now older than me* '

' dear diary,
GIRLS ALWAYS WIN THE BOIS '

' dear diary,
Jai,
You make a great girl '

Then there was a photo of me, them two girls Katy and Amy and Jai.
We've all got dresses on
And we all have make up on
We look like perfect girls.

I wish I could remember this

' dear diary,
I think today beau told me that he liked me.
More than a friend ?
Or maybe he was drunk ? '

' dear diary,
I think I finally see why beaus been here for me all the time I've been here '

' dear diary,
A piknik ? Hmmmm beaus up to something '

' dear diary,
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BUUUUUKKKK '

- 2014 -

' dear diary,
Mrrrssssss broooooookkssss,
You can call mrs brooks from now on 😘 '

' dear diary,
We have a epic plan for Luke and Jai this week ! '

' dear diary,
Final sleepover before Luke and jais life changing surprise !!!!! '

' dear diary,
I think I'm more exited than anyone else going on this trip haha '

Then it ended.

Mrs Brooks ? ?

Obviously nothing must of happened because I think he would of said
Something about it ...

Right ?

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Urm if anyone is actually reading this please will you leave a comment Here or something because I just want to know if I should keep writing or stop for a while or ? Please ?