Do You Remember ? ( Beau Brooks )

I Need You.

BEAUS POV -

What is life anymore ?

Luke's out everyday with his new girlfriend... Kylie.

Jais usually third wheeling with them.

And then there's me.

Sat in the house with my mum watching Jeremy Kyle.

My life is effortlessly stupid and I'm beginning to give up once again.

I stopped with all of the drinking almost every weekend non stop.

And flirting with girls to then leave them so they can sort of feel my pain.

I know they didn't though because if Jai was with me, they'd simply move onto him. Whores. Simple.

' I'm going to my room mum, I have a headache ' I said standing up from the chair and walking past my mum who was laid on the couch enjoying watching other peoples life problems, and forgetting about ours for a while.

' okay Hun I'll check on you later see if your feeling better ' she smiled not looking away from the tv

And off I went down the corridor to my room and onto my laptop.

Obviously I didn't have a headache.
Buts it's a good reason to avoid being around people. And noise.

I logged onto Skype and nothing new came up.

Facebook, same old same old.

Twitter, nothing decent trending.

And I left my laptop on and leaned back. And sighed.

A while of laying had past and I was just about to fall asleep when I heard a noise coming from the end of my bed and I quickly sat up to see what it was...

' My laptop ? ' I asked myself and I opened it up fully to see if it was, and it was.

No one ever communicates with me anymore.

It was a Skype notification.
It was just telling me that Lou.Lou.92 was online.

Weird.

She's never online. In fact I've never seen her name online since she moved back with her mum.

As I was about to lay back down again and once again think about how sad my life was that irritating sound of Skype once again rang over and over and over and over again.

' what ? Am I getting a call ? ' I again talked to myself pulling the laptop on my knee and clicking accept then looking at the name.

' Lou.Lou.92 wants to Video Call you - Accept - Decline - '

' Lucy ' I happily whispered and accepted the call.

I honestly cannot wait to see her face.

Her happy smiling face.

LUCYS POV -

Connecting.

Connecting.

Connecting.

Connecting.

Is this all it knows what to do ?

I thought to myself as I sat and waited hopeful for beaus face to pop up onto the screen before me.

And there it was.

Beau Brooks.

' beau ' I asked in a squeaky voice
' Lucy ' he said happily ' have you been crying ? ' he asked worried
' no ' I laughed ' well yes but ' I sighed
' what's wrong ' he said looking sternly at the laptop before him
' beau I just read your Letter you sent me ' I said and obviously the connection was slow because it took about 10 seconds for his face to soften after what I said.
' oh ' was all he could say
' was it the truth ' I asked him
' of corse it was the truth Lucy. I wouldn't lie about something as major as that when you can't remember. ' I said and looked behind him ' I have photos. So so so many photos of us '
' why didn't you tell me when I first woke up ? ' I asked ' in the hospital room ' I said again urging for an answer
' because it basically over whelmed me that you couldn't remember who I was, I mean imagine knowing me for 4 years and 1 of them being my girlfriend and then one day I just. Forget. '
' but I didn't just forget. It's coming back. ' I said strongly and then weakened at the end ' slowly ... '
' I understand ' is all he said

The next couple of minutes where spent in silence looking at one another

' so what now ? ' I asked him
' I don't know ... ' was all he said ' Lucy ? ' he asked me
' yeh ? ' I replied
' why weren't you replying to any of our contact ? ' he asked me sad I could tell by the way his voice suddenly drooped to a low
' I had to change my SIM card, because it was an Australian one and it wasn't working over here, And this doesn't have international calls / texts included ' I said ' I just checked my phone today ' I looked down to my fingers picking off the red nail varnish that I painted on earlier that day.
' oh. ' was all he said
' beau ' I asked him as it was my turn
' yes Lucy ? ' he relied
' do you miss me ? '
' yes ' he said instantly without think about it at all
' do you think I could move back to Australia ? Is my house okay ? ' I asked worried about my house
' really ? Your coming back ? What about your mum ? Your house is fine
! ! Are you coming home ? I mean. Urm. Please ? ' I shot questions through the computer so fast I'm surprised I caught them all
' I am haha there's no point staying here anymore... I don't See my mum anyway she doesn't care like you
Guys did ' I slightly giggled
' so how will we know what to do ? How to move you back ? ' he asked me
' I guess I'll have to again cancel this contact and get another that has international calls because I'm coming home ' i smiled through the camera and his face lit up, exactly like a light that had just been switched on.
' Lucy this might be too early to say to you but I don't care I'm saying it anyway, because haven't said it in too long... I love you. So. So. So. Much. Nothing will ever change it ' he said spilling a part of his heart out Of his chest.
' beau. I think I know I love you too ' I said simply back.

Is this the start of my new life again ? Or my old one ?