Do You Remember ? ( Beau Brooks )

•Letter To You

LUCYS POV -

' where is it ? ' I wondered to Myself as I stood up And walked over to the bag I was using them months ago...

And there.

In the front pouch was the letter,
With the same scribbled name on it in purple writing from beau and a tiny bit of melted chocolate on the envelope from the plane.

And then I turned it over and ripped it open and started reading.

' Dear Lucy,

Listen, you need to know this sooner or later, and trust me I wish I could tell you this face to face, I want to see your emotions, your smile, and confused little grin when I say " can I talk to you " I want to know how you'll react when you find out the actual purpose of this letter.
Hopefully I'll be texting you right now ? Or on the phone ? Skype ? Facebook chat ? I don't know I just hope I'm talking to you in some way, shape, or form.

Okay how can I start ?

How about 1 year ago ?

1 year ago, on the 22nd April 2013 I took to you the park in the place you loved the most, under the huge oak tree, the one with just enough shade but mostly everywhere you look.
The place that isn't too hot or too cold.
The place you fell in love with as soon as Me Luke Jai Daniel and James took you when we filmed our first Janoskians video with you... But that's a different story that I hope to tell you about some other time :)

Carrying on with this letter.
Under tree me and you had a picnic and there I asked you a question that changed my life forever.

In the best way possible to me.

I asked you if you would be my girlfriend ?

Can you guess what you said ? Ahha well it was a yes.
You where officially my girlfriend and to me you where the best thing I've ever had in my life. I honestly couldn't think of any way it could improve.

Lucy Marie Leigh, I Love You and I Always Have Done ! ! !

Ever since my mum helped you with that box, ever since I met you. It was I guess you could say love at first sight.
And if I'm honest, when the crash happened we weren't just going to the arcades for Luke and Jai we we're going back to that big stupid tree so we could be together near a huge tree that meant nothing to everyone else but everything in the world to us to spend our 1 Year Anniversary close to it.
Well close to the 1 year anniversary I guess.

I cannot believe you've moved to England again.
Honestly when you said that I think I heard my heart break, shatter, crumble, everything.
I'm just happy we're going to keep in touch and I'm happy you've remembered something new...

I'll Love You Forever Lucy,

Love Beau '

This letter.

I sat there.

And read it.

And re read it.

And cried.

And cried.

Like when you take something from a baby and they get for It back ? Yeh this was me right now. . .

I'm in tears.

How can I forget something like this ?

I need beau.