Well.... My best friend and the guy i like have a thing. They are not a couple but they want to be. She knew i kinda liked him, but it obviously doesn't matter. Now he is also my other best friends ex but she broke up with him because she wasn't all that into the relationship. I know that its bad that i kinda like him but... its just he's a really nice and caring guy. And he is a major dork. but i knew he would never like me. I'm not exactly the type of girl that guys fall for, so i knew it would never happen. But i hurt when she told me expectantly because she knew how i felt. And it hurt way more when i spent the night last night and she called and face timed him. They kept say i love you and you're cute and i just wanted to falling in a never ending hole. I just really wanna run away forever. But this is all i'm gonna right for now. i might write some more later. Not sure.
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Feelings
RandomThis will just be a dairy type thing where i can just say what i feel. I know it might be stupid but hey at least it coming out and is not bottled up. If i do try and tell someone its not like they will care or listen.
