I really just want to finally be loved. Finally feel like I'm wanted. It hurts so much knowing that I am just a nothing to everyone. And I know that if I went missing no one would care and notice. I feel so fucking worthless and I don't thinkni will ever feel like I am worth anything. And to be honest one day I will dissapper and one one will notice. I wish it wasn't true but sadly it is, and that fucks me up so much. Knowing how little k mean to people. I am just that person that no one notices in that crowd of people who will be forever lost. But maybe being lost is thed best thing out there. But I will never know becuase nok one has ever made me feel found. And what's worst is being lost out of your fucking mind, because when you get lost in your mi nd. You get stuck there. And after a while that will feel more like home then your actual home. But only because you have never actually felt what it's like to be in a loving home. I'm so tired but c ant sleep. I just want to escape this awful life but it gets worse when I'm a sleep.
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Feelings
AléatoireThis will just be a dairy type thing where i can just say what i feel. I know it might be stupid but hey at least it coming out and is not bottled up. If i do try and tell someone its not like they will care or listen.
