It's so hard, when you can't seem to do anything right and even if you try the hardest you can to get it right, you still lose and fail. I feel sick and tired emotionally, physically and mentally. I just feel like no matter what I do I will stay a disappointment. And try and do all that I can to make you proud of me but I can't. It's getting harder hiding my silent tears from everyone. And I know that I don't have any one there that can tell that my blank face is a cry for help. That my "im fine" are lies. That my smiles and laughs are my audition for a better life. But sadly i will never get that part in the life movie of a better life. I am just so tired of knowing that I will never live up to being good enough for anyone.
-AR
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Feelings
RandomThis will just be a dairy type thing where i can just say what i feel. I know it might be stupid but hey at least it coming out and is not bottled up. If i do try and tell someone its not like they will care or listen.
