ZEA❇
Seeing Jordan in my face made me want to kiss him or kick his ass. Destiny was just looking at him like she wanted to kill him. She had a skillet in her hand swinging it back and forward.
"Destiny, check on Zaria for me" I said.
"You change her name" Jordan said.
"Hell yeah I did" I said.
He shook his head. "No, No, No"he sigh then sat on the bed. "Change it back to jordyn"
"No" I said.
"Okay fine"he threw his hands up.
"What do you really want Jordan" I said.
"I want you to take in Jordan Jr" he said. I didn't see Jr for a long time. At first, I thought that was Jordan cousin. But when I look closely at Jr, he looked like Jordan.
I just stared at Jordan. For all the shit he put me through. Hell no.
"Zea" he snap his fingers.
"Hell no" I said.
"Come on zea, this is my son whose life is in danger"
"So" I said. "That's not my child"
Jordan sigh putting his hands in his head. "Please zea. I give you anything you want"
"Anything" I said.
"Yes" he said.
"Okay, I'll take him" he smile so hard. "But you will have to come visit them everyday"
"I-I can't do that" he said.
"Okay, let his ass stay with his momma" I said.
"Fine, I'll come everyday" he said.
I look at the spread while picking with it. "Why you lied to me Jordan?" I cried.
He huffed out. "Because I love you"--" if I would of told you earlier when I was dating you, you would of went down the wrong rode"
"No I wouldn't" I said.
"Yes you would. I saw it before and I had to go back to her so she wouldn't kill herself"
"Kill herself?"
"Jr mom was your age and when I met her, I was 18 out of high school. A drop out"--"we kick it off, had sex a lot and she told me she was pregnant. I took off to California and never came back but I got a call saying that she was in the hospital"
"Where was Jr?" I ask.
"In her stomach, almost dying" he said. He looked down at his feet. "It was all my fault"
"I feel bad now"
"Please take him in, she's still a bit crazy" he said.
"I will, bring him here and I will take care of him. Why can't you take him in?"
"Alyssa don't want him in the house"
"Wow, what a wife" I got up from the bed. Jordan hands pull me to his lap.
"I really wanted you to be my wife" he whisper in my ear.
"Why couldn't you put a ring on my finger then?"
"I was to scared" he said.
"Of what"
"You"
I look at him with my eyebrows narrowed. "Me"
"Your actions, what you will say"
"I would of said yes"he tap my leg for me to get up. I got up from his lap.
"Listen I got to go, I'll bring him next week" he walk out the room but stop at a the bedroom where Zaria was sleep. I followed him in the room. "She's beautiful"
"Mhmm"
"She have your eyes, my nose, my face actually" he chuckle.
"Hold her" I said.
"I'm bout to go, I don't have time" he walk out the room.
What was that for? Why he didn't want to hold Zaria?
