Mr. Mendes

°3

I was still surprised by what shawn had done yesterday that's all I have been thinking about, I could hardly sleep because of the whole thing.
It was stupid for our school to start back up on a Thursday because now it's the weekend so I mean more time me to over think everything and blame myself. Oh and better yet stay here all by myself because my parents decided to tell they had a trip planned the day their leaving so I get 2 weeks free with no controlling parents.

I just decided to lay on the couch with Roy and watch Netflix. I finished watching 13 reasons why and let me tell you, that show got me fucked up, I'm just SHOOK to the brim.

I was about to go get more food because...why not but then there was a knock on my door. Roy started to bark unaware of who it could be.

"I wonder who it can be Roy"

They knocked again so I walked faster to the door and open it really upset who to see on the other side.

"What mendes"

"Y/n please let me explain, this is something we need to talk about"

"Why, can't we just let it go, act like it never happened"

"That's the problem, I can't let it go"

I'm just still confused I guess you can say, I don't know it's a weird feeling, numb, I feel numb to his words like everything he says control me and its hard to back down and not trust him but I do, I trust his words.

"Fine but do something and I beat your ass"

I moved out the way so he can walk in and then we both walked to the couch but him at an end and me at an end.

"Explain"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done what I did, it was completely out of line and wrong of me, I just wish you could forgive me"

Is it bad that I really wish he liked me.

"I will forgive you this time but try something again Mr. Teacher, all hell will be loose"

"Great, so what do you plan on doing today."

"Watch movies and eat, would you like to join, I mean if you don't have any other plans."

"Sure what do you want to watch"

"You choose I will make popcorn."

I walked into the kitchen grabbed the popcorn and popcorn bowl. While I was aired for the popcorn I called Roy in to get some food also but not only did Roy come Shawn followed him also.

"Hey where's the bathroom"

"Upstairs make a left straight down that hallway, you won't miss it"

He runs up the stairs and I start to give Roy his food. Ding ding. Popcorn ready. I poured the popcorn in the bowl and grabbed water for us and as I got those Shawn walked down the stairs and helped me carry everything. When we got to the couch I seen what Shawn had picked.

"Hell no"

He giggles "what"

"I'm not going to watch the chosen, I get scared so easily"

"Don't worry I'm here"
He then opened his arms and so I moved a little bit closer to him

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We were half way through the movie and that mother fucking demon birch popped up and scared the fuck out of me so my natural reaction was to jump but not only did I jump I jumped right onto shawn lap. He and I just look at each other and then laugh.