Mr. Mendes

°17

Shawn hurry up, i have to pee

I've been waiting outside the bathroom door for 10 minutes now and i swear he takes longer than a girl to get ready.

Y/n you never rush beauty

I groan at his answer and decide to go back to his room and wait.
I lay on his bed and scroll through instagram on my phone and i guess i didnt hear shawn come in because the next thing i know shawn is ontop of me.

Shawn you need to stop doing that

He just laughs and rolls off of me.

I get up and go to the bathroom and get ready for the day. I choose to wear black ripped jeans with a nike shirt and for my hair and makeup, i left my hair down and straight then just some mascara and chapstick.

When i walk back into shawns room i see him looking at the photo frames that i was looking at yesterday.
I walk up and hug him from behind and snuggle my head into his back.

I didnt mean to be rude and take that photo from you yesterday it's just a bad memory i wanted to get rid of.

I twist shawn to face me and lay my hands on his cheecks

Shawn you dont have to apologize, i understand. I would have done the same thing if i were in your position.

He smiles and hugs me

Lets go out for breakfast i know a great spot.

He takes my hand and we walk downstairs. We are greeted by manny and aaliyah but karen ignored both me and shawn and finished doing the dishes.

Me and y/n are going to go out and get food so we'll see you all later.

They all nod and shawn and i walk off to the car and drive off.

On the way to Tim Horton's neither did shawn or i speak to eachother and i tried to listen to music but Nothing good was on the radio.

Once we arrived shawn came and opened up my door and took my hand and i thanked him but that was the only thing said to eachother other than when he asked what i wanted.
We get our food and take a seat next to a window and i look out seeing the cars drive by. When i turned back around shawn was looking at me and smiled but i just look back out the window.

Y/n whats wrong?

I turn to face him and give him a confused look

Shawn you've been ignoring me the whole car ride. I dont know what i did but im sorry for what ever it was.

Shawn looked out the window and back at me.

Y/n that had nothing to do with you, its just a lot going on right now and i was thinking thats all.

He layed his hands on mine and gave me a small smile.
I felt bad for freaking out on shawn but i want shawn to understand that he can tell me when sometgings wrong no matter the problem.

Shawn you know you can tell me anything right?

He shakes his head because he had food in his mouth.

After we finish eating we throw away our trash and walk back to the car.
We put on out seat belts but out of nowhere shawn blurts out something that made me more pissed than ever

Lauren is coming to the party tonight.

He starts the car and drives off before i could get a word out and probably before i would start looking like a maniac infront of tims.

What the fuck do you mean shes coming to the party, i thought your parents knew about what lauren did to you. Who could invite the girl that almost made their son lose his mind.

Shawn put his hand on my leg to calm me down which did a little but i still wanted to punch the bitch.

Im just as mad as you are y/n. What makes this worse is that my mom invited her and i thought she would be the one to have hate towards lauren but your the one she doesn't like and she is so ass backwards it makes me angry.

I look out the window wanting to let out tears from how angry i was but i held them in so i wouldnt worry shawn.

I cant go back to the house, not just yet

Shawn agrees and drives right past it.
I close my eyes to calm down the headace i was getting but all i could see when they were closed was shawn and lauren. I sit up looking out the window aggravated but also jealous.

I hate feeling that maybe shawn will change his mind and leave me for her but i mean look at the situation. Im his student, that holds so many problems on its own. But if he gets back with lauren he can hug, hold hands and kiss in public. I look over to shawn and his hands are griped tightly onto the wheel and his jaw was clenched. I reach over and lay my hand on his arm until he loosened up and held my hand.

After a few minutes we come to a stop. I walk out the car and see a beautiful field with a forest next to it.

This is my special place to think.

I grab shawns hand and run onto the field but fall tripping over my feet bringing shawn down with me.
He falls ontop of me but dosent manage to actually hurt me.

On behalf of canada i pronounce
Y/n to be the most clumsiest.

I burst out laughing then shawn.
He rolls off of me and looks up and the clouds.

That one sorta looks like a heart.

I scoot over and lay my heand onto his chest looking up to where he was pointing.

Well this one looks like a dog or a monkey.

He pulls me in closer and kissed my forehead. I close my eyes and try to take a hold of this moment.

I wish for more moments like this but i dont know how tricky lauren is i mean she already has karen wrapped around her finger whos next, Aaliyah, Manny or worst, Shawn