~Red Velvet Pancakes/PruCan~ The Mysterious Love

Chapter 8: Past chances. Future stances.

=Slight lemon warning=

"Its totally ok if you still like him Mattie." Destiny said, her smile re-assured me. "I'm not trying to...obviously, I have a boyfriend now. If I like Gilbert, it'll be hard to be faithful to Matt-" "Buuut, you still like him?" I looked to the carpet, thinking about it, then nodded my head in defeat. Destiny patted my back with a light chuckle. "If you go confess now maybe you'll get over it." I shook my head, I couldn't tell her about what I heard in the stalls. If she knew about that then she'd be very upset. "Has he ever talked to you about me?" Destiny looked at me confused. She shook her head then got up from the bed, "I'm going over to Gilbert's, want to come? You can talk to him then!" I looked at my phone, hoping that Matt doesn't text me while I'm gone. "Ok, lets go." I got up with Destiny and closed the door behind me.

=Flashback/POV=
To a couple years ago.

Gilbert, Destiny, and Matthew all met up at the bus stop for school. "Hey little birdie~" Gilbert laughed patting Matthew's back lightly. "He-hey Gilbert." Matthew turned to Destiny who only had a grumpy face in response. "What about me? No morning hello for me??" She crossed her arms, staring at Gil. "Oh yes Frau, can't forget about you~ Good Morning." He smirked then winked at her. She went red but still kept her upset face. "Good Morning, did you do Mr. Lariat's home work?" Gilbert's face went even whiter than usual. "Oh shit I didn't! Crap, Matthew can I copy your work." Matthew nodded and took out the paper from his bag. Gilbert went to grab the paper and accidentally grabbed Matthew's hand. They both went red, then Destiny huffed, snapping then from their trance. "The bus is here, you better do it quick." Gilbert smiled at Matthew, "thanks Birdie~ I'll return it later." Matthew's heart skipped a beat for the first time when Gilbert called him "birdie."

=Present time=

I was regretting my decision each step I took over to his house. "Maybe I shouldn't..." "Nope you're already half way there, come on." She walked up the steps and I followed. Destiny knocked on the door, loud thumps and thunderous laughter filled the house. "GUYS DON'T OPEN THE DOOR." "IS GILLY WILLY SCARED I'LL EMBARRASS HIM??" The door swung open and Ludwig stood at the door. A big, drunk faced, Ludwig greeted us. "Heeey Destiny westiny, and Matty Watty." He's slurred words and horrible nicknames made me cringe inside. Destiny walked quickly past the front door and I followed suit. The house smelled of alcohol and sausages, with a hint of potato. "How do you know where everything is?" I whispered to Destiny as we made our way up the stairs. "I've been in this house before. Gilbert! Where are you?" There was silence then a response, "I'm in my room, the doors unlocked." She made a left from the staircase. It was concerning how well she knew this place. She stopped by a black and white striped door. She opened the door and there sat Gilbert, laying on his, rather large, bed. "Hey I didn't think the birdie would be here." The lights were all off, the only source of light was the light from the opened door we stood in. My heart skipped a beat when he said "birdie" for the first time in a while. "Ok, so if you're shirtless please put a shirt on and turn on these lights." Destiny said, flicking on the switch, and letting Gilbert hiss at her. She turned toward me gave me a thumbs up and walked away to the kitchen downstairs.
I stood nervous and flustered in the doorway. Gilbert had his shirt off alright, he had muscles but not large buff muscles like his brother. "Take a picture it lasts longer." He chuckled, getting up from his bed, and walking towards me. I closed the door before he could leave, then turned off the lights to make it easier to tell him. "Ok this will make it easy to say this..." I began to say but I was cut off. "No, its ok, I don't want to know." I was confused, "what..." Gilbert sighed, "I don't...want to know." I shook my head, well you need to know! I like you Gilbert. I've liked you for a while but...I cannot be with you. I'm tell you this, so I can f-finally get over you!" I shouted. I sighed in relief, finally getting that weight off my shoulders but Gilbert didn't reply. The echo's from downstairs, Ludwig drunkenly giggling and Destiny loudly shouting back at him, could be heard almost clearly, thats how silent it was. "Dam it..." was his response. "What..." "Dam it, Dam it. Why would you do this. UGH." Gilbert grunted and I could hear his footsteps move around the room. "God dam it Matthew." I wanted to turn on the lights but I couldn't move, I was still recovering. He stopped talking but was still moving about the room, soon I could hear his steps move closer towards me but stop then turn around. "Matthew, Why? WHY? Why now, why not before?" "You were an asshole to me and to Destiny! You hurt me physically and emotionally, how could I tell you when you acted like that! You hated me and I couldn't tell you..." Gilbert grunted, I felt his presence move towards me. "Look I'm sorry." "There's nothing to be sory about." Gilbert chuckled, I could feel him close to me, his face was above mine. "I'm sorry." His hand brushed my cheek and held it in his palm. "I'm..." "what-" "sorry," his lips touched mine. His lips were surprisingly soft and it didn't taste like alcohol like I had expected it to be. It was kinda nice actually.

=POV=

Matthew and Gilbert stood there for a while, not moving just lips on lips. It was dark, since there were no lights on, so neither of them could see the others expression. Without warning, Gilbert brought his hand up and around Matthew's waste pulling him closer. Matthew in his mind wanted to push him away but his body had other plans. Matthew's hand went and locked the door, without removing his lips from Gilbert's. Their kissing got more intense, heavier and slightly sloppier. Gilbert began to walk backwards, then plopping himself onto the bed, Matthew pinned on top of him. Now things were really hot, tongues and heavy pants for more became more frequent. Matthew, still kissing Gilbert, began to feel up Gilbert's chest. Up and down his finger went, teasing Gilbert. No words were spoken as Matthew began to pull off Gilbert's pants, to reveal his massive shlong. Though Matthew stopped himself, not pulling down far enough. "No..." Matthew had said, stopping in his tracks. "No no, I'm sorry." He shook his head then laid on top of Gilbert. Gilbert laughed gently, then stroked Matthew's head, combing Matthew's hair with his hands. "Its ok, I'm sorry for provoking you, you have a boyfriend now right? Its all ok..." Matthew sighed before rolling off of Gilbert but still laid next to him. They laid there for a while, not talking just being there. "I should...get going, Ludwig and Destiny have been pretty quiet so I'm a little worried." Gilbert sat up, Matthew turned to his side to get up from the bed. "Yeah... I'll see you tomorrow then..." Gilbert's voice sorta sounded monotone, as if he were upset. "See ya..." Matthew got up and walked towards the door. "Hey Matthew..." Gilbert said standing up, then turning towards his voice. Matthew turned around to look to into the darkness. "Yes Gil?" "Please don't tell Destiny...I still want a relationship with her..." Matthew laughed gently, "I won't unless it comes up." He then opened the door, letting the light from the hallway flood in, and left the room, closing the door behind him.

=Regular POV=

My heart was beating a million beats per second. What did I almost do?! I had a feeling this would happen, oh no now things are going to be weird! I walked downstairs and saw Ludwig asleep on Destiny's lap. "Hey lets go home." I whispered to her, she turned to me with a gentle smile. "I'll leave in a minute, You can go home." Destiny was gently stroking Ludwig's hair. I chuckled lightly then left the home. As I walked down to go home, my heart began to beat hard as I remembered what had just happened. As I walked into my home, skipping the minor details here, I looked towards my brother and smiled. Alfred began laughing loudly, then pointed to my pants. "BRO YOU HAVE A MAJOR BONER RIGHT NOW. HAHAH!" He wiped away his tears, as I quickly ran up stairs. "YOU GET BONERS TOO YOU JERK, ITS NORMAL DON'T BE SUCH AN ASS!" I yelled back before slamming my room's door. I sighed then laid down on my bed, shoving my face in a pillow. "Ugh...stupid brother." I wrapped myself in the blanket, not taking off my clothes, and tried to get some sleep.

A/N
Wow, how to end a chapter after near sex?? I can't remember how to do it without being cringe worthy. Describing it and all that jazz, but hey, I re-wrote this chapter since I forgot I already had a chapter written, though I re-read it and it was cringe anyway so glad I did. Have fun, see ya in the next chapter . -Weaboo