forever with you : a namjin fanfic

Namjoon

Namjoon's pov :
I was so angry at Yoongi . He always yells at me . I never have the confidence to yell back cause he would ignore me and i need cooperation from all members.

* Knock knock *
What ? Who the hell is this ? It better not be Yoongi . Suddenly I hear a familiar , friendly voice . " Namjoon , can I come in ? " . It was Jin hyung . I liked him.  Loved him . I really wanted him to love me but he wouldn't . I've loved him ever since the day I met him . I love his brown , doe eyes that sparkle when he looks at me . I love his ability to cook and make amazing meals.  I love his style , his skinny jeans and jumper . Most of all I love his smile . His teeth are so white and perfect . In his smile I can feel his love for all the members .

Jin is a man that whatever happens he is always there , helping you through it . His jokes are his only flaw . But they are funny , even if they're bad .

" Yes hyung , come in " I said as he turned the handle . His head peeped round the corner of the door . " Are you ok ?". " Jin , come in " I pleaded . He stepped in and closed the door behind him . He leaned against it . Most the guys think he is weird , and he is , but he is cool .

"Are you ok ?" Jin repeated himself . I shrugged . I didn't know what to say . I had no reason to storm in here . But i did . Jin stopped leaning against the wall and strode over . " What's up ?" He asked . " What do you mean ?" I replied . "Well we were coming home and there was a little argument , then you stormed up here . I .... I ...I'm worried for you " . He frowned . Jin worrys for me ???? Why ? " Why be worried ? " I asked as i lay down on my bed " why bother ?". Jin sighed " I worry because I .... I ... I lo..... " He stopped himself. Wait .... Did Kim Seokjin just try to say he loves me !!!!

Jin spoke again carefully this time . " I worry because you are my friend " . My heart sank . I really thought he was going to confess to me . I guess I will never be his. " Ok " i said while putting on a fake smile . " Better then ?" Jin asked . " I guess , thanks hyung " i lied . I was now heartbroken. I wish Jin never came in . I wish he knew how i felt . I wish .....I was his .

" Anyway " Jin added " dinner is ready in 30 mins " . " Thanks hyung , you always know the right thing to say " i lied again . He smiled at me before he left . Then he went and i was alone again but now feeling more alone than ever .