You lied to me and I believed you
I thought it wasn't permanent, that you'd come back days later and be with me.
But that's not what you wanted no
You wanted her.
It's not as if I'm jealous she has you, im the one who envies you because you're happy
You're happy because you pushed it away
Had it really hurt that much to love me? I thought it was forever but as forever dragged on it slowly ended
Messed up huh.
I told myself for months you loved me
And that I was the girl for you and yet you couldn't live. But I was wrong to believe you didn't want me away or that it was for the best
You just wanted that girl like the rest.
You talked crap about her, called her ugly and how I could never worry
But how come in the end she was the one I had to meet.
I fell upon the ground and you laughed
I burned at that stake, you watched and cheered
I cried and you smiled
My body was ripped and as you passed by you didn't give a shit.
My love for you could shatter and break as time passes by but I'll still love you like my heart isn't at the least a smidge broken,
But you wouldn't care
Oh boy it's because you got her
Give it 5 months and you'll want to die
And darling myself won't be the one to pull you from that very scary and steep ledge.
--
fuck men
cat
YOU ARE READING
some anti social girl
PoesíaOh wow, something about myself. Am I a deep person? Yes. I write in ways no one will ever understand. These are my poems. The way I express myself. Through the words of depression and sadness. Hell I'd turn back now. Or just stay. Read my life story...
