Is This Love? (CAMREN)

This Is a Camren fanfic. I hope you enjoy.

Camila POV

Today was such a boring day. I just woke up and I already know it's going to be boring. None of the girls are here. But to be honest I miss Lauren the most. I don't know why but I get so happy when I'm around her. It's such a weird feeling. Just thinking of her makes me smile. But I guess is just because I never had a friend like her.

I decided to take a shower first . I wanted to spend some time with my dad. I wanted to go to Disney Land with him. Yay it's going to be so much fun.

I putted on some jeans and a blue shirt that didn't cover my belly button, with a white bow .

I decided to text my dad and tell him I'm ready. I went on Twitter and just read some of the random things our fans tweeted. But one tweet catch my eye. It said " I wish Camren happens, just look at the way Camz looks at Lauren. And the way Lauren smiles at Camz. #Camren " I started thinking . Do I really have a speacial look at Lauren . Nope I told myself. This is just because me and her are best friends , fans are just funny , seeing things where there is none .
At least that's what I told myself

My dad told me he was outside.
On the ride to Disney Land . I was quiet . Still thinking about what the tweet said. Thinking if I do have feelings for Lauren. But as always I convinced my self that I don't have any feelings for LoLo , just friendship.

"What's wrong Camila" my dad said

"Nothing dad everything is fine,just waiting to get to Disney land. I'm so excited" I said and faked a smile .

"We'll you don't look very excited Camila, if is because you miss the girls , don't worry, you'll see them soon , it's just a Christmas break. You should be enjoying it . " dad said

"Yeah dad I do miss them,but it's not that it's just that ... I am hungry." I almost told him about the tweet to I just change the subject.

"don't worry Camila , were almost there. " dad said and I just nodded
Deep in thought

I can't believe I'm feeling this way just because of that tweet. I need to forget that and enjoy Christmas Break out of shows and interviews . Just me and my family. Just like dad said.

We got there and me and my dad started taking pictures .

We ate and tooked pics with some of the Disney characters. I just thought of how much funner it would be if LoLo was here,and of course the other girls too I miss them all. Not that I am not enjoying being with my dad , it's the funnest day, just that I'm deep in thought.

I went to the bathroom cause I needed to fix my hair so I went. I was with tired . Than as soon as I get in the bathroom , my phone beeps .

It's say it's a text message from
LoLo (Lauren)
I smile and my stomach starts feeling butterflies ,without me even noticing.

I read
"Hey Camz, I miss you and the girls so much . I hope the days pass by fast so we can spend Christmas together. Yay . I'm just enjoying some time with the fam , and luis . He is so funny haha. But I REALLY miss you. So I hope we can FaceTime when you have time just text me tonight . And FaceTime !"

My heart kinda dropped when I read "enjoying some time with the fam, and luis. He is so funny ." Can't believe she's with him and not with me .
We'll I guess luis is a cool guy
But it still gets me upset.

I hate these feelings that are gathering inside of me. Why am I feeling upset over Lauren being with Luis . It's nothing .

I fix my hair and go out . My dad and have been there for like 2 hours . And reading the part of "luis" maked me kinda upset so I just told my dad to go home it was fun. But I don't what I'm feeling. We go home and I go to my room and think. Than I decide to text LoLo .

"Hey LoLo ,I miss you too , so much. . Can't wait till Christmas . And glad you having fun with you fam and him. We should FaceTime sometime tonight. ily . "

3 minutes later I get a text from her .
"Camz ... i love you so much more . lol lets FaceTime like in 3 hours okay? "

"Naw I love you more , and sure okay."

I sighed as I said to myself "I love you too much ,that's the problem "

I still wanted to convince myself that all I felt for Lauren was just friendship . But I can't lie to myself . Maybe seeing a guy would make this ... "girl crush" go away. I thought to myself .

I need to find someone . But I want to have my fist kiss with someone that I really love . So if I do date someone , i won't kiss him unless I do love him.

3 hours later

It's 8:30 and me and LoLo are about to facetime

I'm excited

I get a FaceTime call from Lauren . Just for who I was waiting.

"Hey lolo"
I said waving at the camera .
"Hey Camz, I miss you, it's weird not having your goofy self with me" she frown
" awe I know .I'm that awesome " we both start laughing

So out of nowhere I don't why I asked "how was being with Luis?" I kinda sounded mad so I just faked a smile

She laugh
"Awe is Camz jealous?" She asked. Than said "it was okay I guess ,he not as goofy as you, but it was awesome"

"Haha , I know nobody is as awesome as me" I said

"That's why I miss you so much Camz, but yea he's good . We had fun. He gave me flowers and tooked me to a restaurant . "

"I thought it was you and your family and ...him" I said kinda upset

"Yea , but than he just asked me to go alone to a restaurant so I just said yea . It was fun. I miss y'all so much "
She said and than said

"But don't worry Camz , you are still and always gonna be my boo , I love you more than word can explain. "

I kinda blush but I tried to hide it "awe I love you so much more LoLo. "
I whispered "too much that it kinda hurts " but she didn't heard . So she asked

"What? I Didn't hear?"

"Nothing " I said

We chatted a lil longer till like 11:30
But for some reason I never get tired of talking to LoLo
But me and LoLo were tired so we say our goodbyes and ended the call

I layed down on my bed
Thinking about Lauren

Her beautiful eyes was the last thing I saw before I went to sleep

I was sure I was going to dream of her

But I still tried to convince myself that it's nothing but a little crush or nothing . When my heart said it was some thing else...something ...stronger

We'll I hope you enjoyed , I might update soon. camren is so cute
Lol
. I'll try to update soon guys . Have a good day , night or watever
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