Is This Love? (CAMREN)

Chapter 7

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Lauren POV

I don't know what's wrong with Camila. She seems so distant. She's not the same Camz . I miss the old Camz from just weeks ago.

She always used to hug me . And always be crazy. And now she's all cold with me ...and what makes me even more mad and sad is that shes only cold and distant with me .

With Dinah,Ally,and Normani she's normal . Like how she used to be with me.

In almost every meet and greet we used to sit together . And I noticed that she went and sit with Dinah.

Something was wrong I don't know what but I had to figure it out.
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When the meet and greet was over . We went to the tour bus . We were silent .

We stopped at a subway cause all of us were hungry .

As we were walking I saw Camila turn and go back to the bus.

I decided to follow her and get a chance to talk to her alone . I really really miss her even though we haven't talked just for a day.

"Camz?" I said

She jumped a little I guess she didn't saw me following her .

"What's up" she smiled I don't know but the smile she gaved me seemed faked

"Are you okay Camzi?"
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Camila POV

"Are you okay Camzi?" Lauren asked me.

Of course I wasn't okay. I was pretending to be okay all this time along but I just feel so sad. Why do I even have to take this distance . Why? I only love Lauren as a sister . But all this feelings ...I just don't know what to do with them . I'm so confused

I need to talk to Austin maybe that will help me...and have a proper date .
I just don't think I wanna kiss him yet.
I mean it's my first kiss and I want it to be special.

"Um...ofcourse I'm okay Lauren, why wouldn't I? I'm just tired that's all" i told her and faked a smile

"Yea...but you've been distant with me ...you don't talk to me as much,you don't sit with me, and you avoid me...it hurts" she frowned

She looked deep into my eyes ...awe those emerald eyes that I always get lost in. They're beautiful....everything about her is beautiful.

"Lauren I'm not being distant with you. I'm just tired and home sick" I said

"No ...Camz something is up with you" she said and step closer

She grabbed my hand and interwhine my fingers with hers. THAT...it feels SO RIGHT. So amazing.

I remember what Simon and Jacob (specially Jacob) told me .

I let go of her hand and turn around I was just seeing trough the window . And seeing if Jacob or any of the girls was coming but I didn't see no one. I was kinda hoping for Lauren to just give up and leave but I was also hoping for her to stay.

Seconds later she grabbed me by my waist from behind . I don't know why she did that but it maked me feel things. I could feel her breath near my neck. It makes me shiver.

"I'm not letting go of you ...until you tell me what's up?" she said

I could feel my heart beat faster ...and I don't know why.

I felt safe on her arms. She was still hugging me from behind . God!!

"Um...okay Lauren,nothing is up with me. I'm perfectly fine,im just tired and stuff."i said