It's Never Too Late (EXO One Shot)

Chapter 20:

Chanyeol! I’m sorry I didn’t tell you that I have a serious illness. Because I know you will be worried, you won’t allow me to do the normal things you guys do. Haha. But don’t blame yourself. I will be sad.

The first time I met you, you talked to me because I talked to you right? But… after some time, I realized that, nah, he would know about the gossip too so I shouldn’t get my hopes up. But then you still smile at me, you still look at me. And I am happy that you became my friend. I am happy because I am with you everyday. Are you happy too?

I was so happy when I was with you in your birthday. I wish you are happy too. And thank you because you shared your story to me. Don’t worry, I will meet them soon. And I will take care of them, so take care of my family there, alright?

I like butterflies because I like you. Because you’re like a butterfly, I am the flower. Because you came into my life and made changes, I bloomed into a beautiful flower, I hope for something again, I learned to smile again and to accept other people in my life.

Thank you for everything. You fought for us, you cared for us, and you made me happy. I thought I won’t experience this anymore but because of you, I experienced it and I am glad. I will be forever grateful to you.

I will always be here. I will always wait for you, yes, I always tell you that. But you cannot hear me even thought you have big ears. Or maybe you’re just really stupid.

But I will forever wait for you because I love you. Even though you didn’t hear it from me. I love you Park Chanyeol.

Sometimes I think I should just give up but

I love you so much that I can’t do that

But don’t worry I could wait forever

Even if we won’t end in happy ever after

I’ll just move the time for you to see the light

And your eyes would shine in the darkness of night

Let this be, if that’s the thing I could do

I could die everyday waiting for you.

Sh*t… why is it so heavy. It’s so painful. It’s so fast. He was attached to me that fast yet he was taken away form me that fast too. Isn’t it unfair?

It’s so painful because I didn’t tell you that I love you. I’m so unfair.  He told me he loves me even if it’s only once, but I know it is true. How about me? I haven’t told him I love him. Can you hear me Baekhyun?? Chanyeol closed his eyes…

I love you Baekhyun. I want you to be happy, I am happy to be with you, but you’re gone. Now tell me, how can I be happy this time?

Yes yes Baekhyun, I am always happy whenever I’m with you. It’s like I’m in heaven because of your smile… your smile is so… I love you.,,

I love you everyday. Please remember that. I will love you everyday…

Can you hear me? Can I tell you that I love you? Am it too late? I wish it’s not…