Don't Break Our Promises (A Haylor Fan Fiction)

Chapter 9

Since the private beach house scene, I starting to keep my distance from him. I barely reply his texts nor answer his calls. I just can't face him. My heart hurts so bad. I knew it that this feeling will ruined our friendship. My brain keep telling me the "I told you so" words. I just want this feeling to go away.

I grab my phone and just look over my contacts. Feeling so bored. I end up in the kitchen, want to bake some cookies. Then I go back to my living room watching TV while cuddling with Meredith on the sofa. I keep changing the channel hoping to find an interesting show or something that will entertain me. Until I heard Harry's name on TV. I stop at this gossip channel. The presenter is talking about Harry hanging out with a girl. They're holding hands, they're kissing, and what really hurts me is Harry seems so happy. He never smiling that wide with me. Even I saw him on TV, I still can see the happiness reaching his eyes. And he didn't try to contact me again this past week. I guess, this is it. I will throw this feeling away. And I will make sure to keep my distance from him. At least until this feeling go away.

This morning I start to writing a song for my next album. I have this words in my head since last night. I grab my guitar, a note, and a pen.

Losing him is blue, missing him is gray

Trying to forget him is like trying to know someone that I never met before

But loving him is red

It's burning red

Those words really describe how I feel to Harry right now. I lose him and still trying to forget my feelings for him but I really miss him. And I knew loving him is the best feeling that I ever feel.

It's been 2 hours and I still trying to find the right tune to fit these words. I decided to take a break and go to the kitchen to make some lunch. I make a sandwich then go back to my room. I try to change the words

Losing him was blue, like I'd never known

Missing him was dark gray, feeling all alone

But forgetting him was like trying to know someone I never met

But loving him was red

Burning red

I try to fit it with the tune but I don't feel it's match. Some words didn't match with the tune. I'll keep changing the words until I know the words are perfect to be the lyrics.

Losing him was blue, like I'd never known

Missing him was dark gray, all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

It's perfect.

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Hi guysss. Sorry it took so long for me to update this chappy. I'm really busy right now. Prom is tomorrow and I've been busy to make the design for my dress, find the accessories, things like that. I also one of the prom committee in school so it's really crazy.

My dress is inspired by one of Taylor's dress. It's the union jack dress but with a different design here and there.

I'm on my holiday though. I feel so bored but I love holiday so yeah.... it's kinda confusing I know lol

OH RIGHT! I ALMOST FORGOT TO TELL YOU! I GOT MY RED TOUR TICKET FOR JUNE 4TH IN JAKARTA SO EXCITEEEEDD #RedTourJKT

I hope you like this chappy, guys!! :3

-Michelle-