Jackass Imagines

Baby why?

This is a one shot requested by jackass_margera

Trigger waring°~•

WARING IF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE OR TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ!!

Cadenceia's POV💮🌼🌸

He doesn't care about me does he? I'm sure he has other choices out there, girls who are hotter and have confidence...girls who are stable. He's famous yet he chose me, Bam Margera chose the wrong person, That's why he is always out. I love him he's my lifeline but am i annoying him?

He's been out drinking today...surprisingly he looks sober, doesn't smell it though.

"Yo Babe i..i have some *hiccup* to..tell you."

"What's wrong what is it"

Why does he look like he is going to cry?? What's happening to him whats wrong with MY Bam??

"I was drunk...*hiccup* i.. I didn't mean it i swear baby i would never cheat."

That was it for me like my lungs had gave way that my time was near an end, cheated, cheated, cheated. The word chanted in my mind swirling around all my emotions almost as if the words were laughing at me.

"Who with" my words were cold now, cold and harsh.

" Kat....it was kat....Babe I'm sorry i-"

"Save it! Get out" Great now I'm crying..

Then he just left, without trying to get me back

He's probably gone back to Kat! Kat's smart and pretty and confident and talented...what am i compared to her.

I'm nothing compared to Kat and i never will be.

** few hours later**

I've had enough....I'm always replaced so if I'm gone mabye I'll be replaced with someone better than me....how weak am i? How sad can one person be??

I guess this is it.

**3rd person POV**

Cadenceia thought about what she was going to do alot, she did do it beofre but Bam would never know that. Comparing yourself to others is a bad thing she found that out to late, as the blood was trickling down her wrists as screams were heard, as darkness overtook her eyes, it's time to say goodbye.

**Bam's POV**

I'm so fucking stupid, i was drunk and should never of went near any girls ugh, i know about Cadenceia's self harm, i didn't say nothing because she didn't know and even if i did tell her i knew what could i say? She should know that she is perfect and is gorgeous and cute and has the perfect personality...but she doesn't.

" i need to go back now!" Yes I talked to myself got a problem?

It feels like a weight is pulling down my heart, slowly ripping it apart. I know something is wrong when the door is unlocked.

**3rd person POV**

Bam opened the door slowly shouting for Cadenceia but he got no reply. The only he heard was a sudden THUD to the upstairs floor, it was a race against time but Bam didn't know that until he opened the door that lead into the bathroom.

His heart plummeted to the floor, mouth agape.

**Bams POV**

"SHIT FUCK oh God my baby"

"Hello 911 yeah it's an emergency my Girlfriend i think had tried to Kill herself!! There's blood and i think I'm gonner faint, yes, ok... thank you thank you please be quick."

I'm going to loose her.

"Baby why?" I'm a mess

Don't leave me hun..

I'm sorry.

A/N

Heyyyy so how was this, yes i know this is very dark but i am proud of it comment what you think and shit soo yeahs.

Please remember, never ever compare yourself to someone as you are who you are and you should love who you are not who you want to look like, we are all different.

If anyone is going through a hard time just message me on here xox