My Life With A Vampire

Chapter 1

 Victorias POV

*1 Year Later*

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock.Great,another day of my misery.I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom.I stripped and stepped into the bathtub.I finished and stepped out but somehow I ended up falling to onto the floor."ow,shit!" I cursed.It was around 7-ish and I knew I would be late to school if I didn't get off the ground now.

I dreaded going to school,everyday I'm reminded of what happened to my boyfriend.You see,about a year ago,my boyfriend and I were on a date,and we were driving home.

FLASHBACK-----

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah,why wouldn't I be?" He said with a small smile.

"Well you were holding on to the steering wheel with a tight grip I thought you were upset about something."I said.

"I'm fine Victoria,you don't need to worry about me." I sighed and said,"okay I won't,unless you give me a reason to."

"I won't have t-" He was cut off because the next thing I knew we were heading straight for a tree.I gasped and grabbed ahold of the steering wheel and drove back onto the road.I looked over to my left and saw Alex unconscious and not moving.I stopped the car and got out. I dialed 911 on my phone but I had no idea where we were."911,please state your emergency."Before I can even respond,I saw headlights coming my way and I had to move the car before me and Alex got hit.The problem was that I couldn't move the car in time.I had to think,my life,or Alex's?Before I could even think,I ran the opposite way the headlights were coming from.What I saw next made me lose my balance and conciousness and before I blacked out,I could hear the sirens of ambulances heading our way.

FLASHBACK ENDS-----

It still haunts me to this day.Im bullied because of it.I really don't care though,I know I deserve it.No one knows what I go through every single day ever since that accident.I let my boyfriend die.Thats the worst thing I could ever do to someone.WORST.

I walked through the doors of my school and walked to the office to get a late pass.I trudged through the hallway and into my first period class.I opened the door and walked in,late,like usual."Oh,look,it's the red headed beast who killed my brother!"Audrey,Alex's sister yelled.i don't know what her problem is,we used to be best friends..I explained everything that happened and she still chooses to be a bitch to me.I ignored her and sat in my seat.

"Audrey would you like to give you a detention slip for the whole week?" Mrs Brooks asked.

"No,Mrs brooks,I'm sorry..." Yeah,she apoligized...but I know she only did so she wouldn't get detention.I have no friends.Everyone knows about what happened,nobody knows the truth though......everyone thinks I stopped the car on purpose,to kill Alex because he was an 'ass' to me.That I stopped the car in the woods so I can leave him there and drive away. If only they knew the truth.That Alex passed out while driving,my life would be so much easier.But for now I'd have to live with the guilt and shame forever.

Nobody knows that I'm the one who wanted to die,not him.Nobody knows that I still wear the necklace he got me for our one month anniversary.And the messed up thing about all of this is that after they discharged me from the hospital,I didn't even visit him.I just couldn't stand the thought of him in a hospital bed.They just don't know anything."Mrs Brooks,Can I use the bathroom?"I asked my history teacher

"Go ahead,but I'm expecting you to be back in five minutes Victoria."She said in a stern tone.Such a strict lady.I don't know how I'm going to deal with this for 10 months..

I walked out of the small classroom and started roaming the hallways.I can't concentrate when I have so much on my plate.Why don't I just drop out of high school?It'll be easier to not have to worry about people harassing me.I walked into the bathroom and saw my ex-friend Martha.I haven't talked to her since the accident..when she found out,she taped a note on my locker saying

'I heard what happened to Alex,I can't believe you would do such a thing! I don't want to be friends with someone like you,you'll probably kill me too for even giving you this note.' - Martha

She didn't even hear the story from me,her friend,so why is she so quick to judge?oh right,because she's pathetic.

I decided to skip the rest of the school day and go home.Who cares what Mrs Brooks says.I'll deal with her tomorrow.

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