the six member of 1D ( one direction fan fiction )

chapter 5

after we ate dinner i sat down on the couch and turned on the tv. " well in bigger news Ross lynch and Isabelle Smith wedding is soon " the woman said and i smiled wow news travel fast. " right in two month right "

" turn the shit off " i heard Harry said and i rolled my eyes " No get use to it " i snapped he glared at me i got up and walk out i heard foot step behide me " why won't you leave me alone god didn't you get the hint when we broke up I HATE YOU " i yelled and Harry shook his head

" I DON'T THINK YOU DO THAT THE PROBLEM YOUR HIDE WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL " he yelled back " BULLSHIT I'M NOT I LOVE ROSS NOT YOU GET THAT INTO YOUR FUCKING HEAD ROSS IS THE ONE NOT YOU " i yelled and walk back into the room i heard the door open and closer and i got pulled off the bed and pinned to the wall

" Harry let me go " i said and he shook his head and crashed his lips into mine i pulled away and got my hand and slapped him " you fucking manwhore " i yelled and ran out of the run " isabelle " Niall yelled and stop and he hugged me " Harry just can't get passed it he still loves you " he said and i broke down " i-I can't N-Niall he hurt me to m-much " I said and the rest can to us

" Maybe we need a switch rooms " Zayn said and I noddy " where Louis " I ask. " he stay with Harry after you after Harry started to scream stuff like ' why me ' or ' I hate my life 'he started smash thing in the room by this time you were with Niall Louis came out for a while say he hate his life and wishes he could die " Liam said and my breathe hitch he couldn't ? he wouldn't ? he wouldn't kill himself would he?.

" he wouldn't you know.... kill himself " i ask and Zayn look at me with wide eyes " we don't even know anymore Isa " Niall said and i sighed he might be some asshole to me about not loving him back or doing what he want me to do but i still care for him. " let hope he won't now let go back " Liam said and i nodded once we got back i walk in and step on something and fall cutting my arm open

" Shit " i said the boys help me up " i heard Isab - shit Isabelle " Louis said and i heard to two feet " Louis you think we got a first aid " Harry ask and i shook my head " guys its fine Harry i know you did this your cleaning it up and i can just clean uip to blood see just two little cuts " i said and they sighed and i got to the bathroom and i started to clean up i open one of the bags we had packed i started to pull out thing untill i saw something my little knife had blood stanes on it  omg my god i heard the door open

" look for something " i heard Harry ask and i turned around holding the knife " when i can blood was not on it and its not my blood Harry are you cutting yourself " i ask and he shook his head and i raised a eyebrow " if it not my blood then who blood Harry " i said walking closer to him

" i don't know " he whispered and i narrow my eyes " ok if you want me to believe you show me your wrists " i said and he shook his head " Harry i'm the one holding the knife don't make me reget anything " i said and he showed me i look and my eyes widen " are you stupid " i ask look at the pink scars

" Harry are you trying to kill yourself "

" no "

" then what are you doing this can kill you "

" i just wanted to feel pain "

" why "

" you know why Isabelle "

" Harry i know you you don't normaly do this don't start "

" why you told me you hated me "

" Harry i might think your a jackass but i still care about you "

" really "

" really now help me find a cloth to wipe this blood off"