I have never been great at talking. So I will write. I should never have let you go, I realize that now. You quietly stood by my side supporting me. Though I didn't know it at the time, I loved you, you were more than just a best friend to me. I could tell you things easily and you just listened. You always made me laugh. I thought I had my life figured out, but I didn't. You cared. Love radiated in your heart spilling out into the lives of all those around you.
When you left, I forced myself to ignore the pain in my heart. The hole you created. I thought I was fine. And then I saw you with him. All through my whole life, I've never felt the sort of torment I did when I saw the way you looked at him.
I detest that I require you this much. I despise that I'm so fixated on you. I loathe that I adore you. My love has made me selfish. I cannot exist without you.
I was frightened to love you, in fear that you would hurt me, not knowing how much more agonizing it felt realizing that I hurt you. You deserve more than I could ever give you. I need you to realize that I never intended to hurt you.
If you would have me back, I promise to make you feel loved every single day. Please come back to me...
Forever yours,
Baekhyun.
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Haha, I write this with Baekhyun being sincere and all... And then I remember this gif and I'm dead.
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Haha sorry for ruining it! Dont forget to vote, comment and request!
