muse

waiting for go

Muse,

They told me not to get attached to the boy in the black hat. 'They' being the voices inside my head that speak up more frequently than I would like to admit (they're just paranoid); this isn't psychosis. This is simply an internatlized conflict because I can't seem to not be attached. You said it felt like we were just getting to know each other and I'd have to say I disagree, we were simply brought together over a tragedy and I all I really know about you is that you do - sometimes - get attached to biological things too.

I know you promised to tell me your story too, and while I don't see you as a liar I see you as someone who's too fond of time, will you even realize before it's gone? It will be a mistake, but it's a very real possibility, what if we're just waiting for the go ahead,

what if there isn't one?

Carrillo